Dont be a stalker !

Dont be a stalker ! dont completely reading my blog even you are my friends .you know i am talking to someone .that someone know that i am talking to him
anyway i just having few 'reunion' with old friends who will though that almost from best friends to strangers and now can be friends again ? and its soo nice to have your old friends back because now your life have another nice thing and can get the different points of view and compare yourself to other people

life is weird .it could be full of surpise . i am soo freaking glad that i didt kill myself in last year and if i do that and now i will be soo godamn regret .lifes is beautiful .the road is hard to walks and see but we can fight through this

some people will hate you for no reason but dont be soo obess about what the fuck are they thinking because in other side of the world .people who really love you is there .dont feels upset .for those people who hate you and bitching about you is full of envy and jealousy .treat them like a piece of freaks and they really fucking deserves it ! dont ever show it in your face when you are pissed or angry ! because if you are they will be fucking happy about it because they are the 'WINNER' and we are the 'LOSER' .even you are pissed .hide inside your heart .learn how to fake your smile because it will makes you a winner and makes them wondering are they good enough to sabotage you ? nope they dont ! not even close

The future is hard to see and unperdictable ! dont be over confidents about it because the harder you into the more you hurt .same theory .i used to put my heart 100% to friends and i been hurt soo much .someone told me that friend is for spend time .at first i am shock to heard that because in all the time .i use my heart and soul to make friends .

but end up being betrayl my honestly and love turns into piece of ass .now i know .friends are good without it you feels lonely but dont over take it in your life because someday when your friend betray you for no reason you just wanna die