Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Those HIGH SCHOOL Sterotype Character Bitches

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Dont be a stalker !

Dont be a stalker ! dont completely reading my blog even you are my friends .you know i am talking to someone .that someone know that i am talking to him
anyway i just having few 'reunion' with old friends who will though that almost from best friends to strangers and now can be friends again ? and its soo nice to have your old friends back because now your life have another nice thing and can get the different points of view and compare yourself to other people

life is weird .it could be full of surpise . i am soo freaking glad that i didt kill myself in last year and if i do that and now i will be soo godamn regret .lifes is beautiful .the road is hard to walks and see but we can fight through this

some people will hate you for no reason but dont be soo obess about what the fuck are they thinking because in other side of the world .people who really love you is there .dont feels upset .for those people who hate you and bitching about you is full of envy and jealousy .treat them like a piece of freaks and they really fucking deserves it ! dont ever show it in your face when you are pissed or angry ! because if you are they will be fucking happy about it because they are the 'WINNER' and we are the 'LOSER' .even you are pissed .hide inside your heart .learn how to fake your smile because it will makes you a winner and makes them wondering are they good enough to sabotage you ? nope they dont ! not even close

The future is hard to see and unperdictable ! dont be over confidents about it because the harder you into the more you hurt .same theory .i used to put my heart 100% to friends and i been hurt soo much .someone told me that friend is for spend time .at first i am shock to heard that because in all the time .i use my heart and soul to make friends .

but end up being betrayl my honestly and love turns into piece of ass .now i know .friends are good without it you feels lonely but dont over take it in your life because someday when your friend betray you for no reason you just wanna die

Its raining days again

sucks ! my first two holiday is stick in my own home .come on i expect to hang out with family .dim sum and others but hella its raining from midnight until morning what the heck
urgh

Sunday, September 28, 2008

A Amazing Weekend !!!

So my holidays is starts ! about 1 weeks only lah but i will try my best to spend every single damn moment of it because after that its the SPM Time .get survive or get shoot !

Its Saturday yesterday .my friend keat already planned out the BBQ things since 2 weeks ago .i go to paradise hotel beach about 7pm i guess [i am late] and FYI it wasnt fun at all ! DUH ! The food sucks .The BBQ sucks ,while me and my friends chopping our foods like hotdog and stuff that 2 bitches who i know them [girls] keep eating the entire fucking time and do you know that they arent even invited means UNINIVTED !!! WTF .me and my friends are not really happy about it but some shows in their expression but some didt ,about 8.20pm its soo dark already .we barely see anything but yet they still BBQ i think is gross since there's possibility to eat something that cant eat since we cant see anything ! Steamboat is a better idea and they regret now haha ~

My best friend Emily leave early and she tell me that bernard & jing jing come and pick her up to gurney drive and i ask them maybe i can join or not .my mind tell me that it was a better idea to join with them than BBQ to the stupid damn thing in the beach ~
we go to gurney drives .order some drinks .then we back inside gurney plaza and sit in the winter shop which is the flower tea shop !!! i order blueberry tea ice blended ! it is okay .not really good at all and it was kinda expensive plus the taxs !

after that i decided to call my dad that they can back home now and dont needs to wait to fetch me home .later we go to E-Gate 3G Lounge to chats and stuff like that .it was kinda fun .well soo many good things happen and i cant really states out and tell the details but i have great memory

oh i forgot to tell you that i meet my akaun teaher in gurney plaza and i also take a photos with her and her 2 sons

Sunday .i wake up early about 8pm i guess .FYI I only sleep less than 6 hours last nite because i have the promise with the friends that go to air itam tanjong court to play badminton
as you know i am suck at sports but i love badminton i sleep a bit in there because i am soo freaking tired then i played with my 6 other friends .gosh they are great at it and i feels shame
we played about 3 hours from 9-12pm .when its finish my monitor fetch me to my grandma house .thanks you to him ;D ~

I forgot to tell you that my second bee bee is back to our home for couple days .seeing him back is good but i feels soo sorry for many reason i feels that i own him .seeing the way they treat him but it wasnt our family false ! blame on their parents and his father mothers !!

anyway this is a great weekend
xoxo

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Photoshoot : Water Beauty Shot

This cycle has been amazing to me .probably the best cycle since cycle 6 the photoshoots are great the elimination are correct and the potental is fierce



Clark - without a E .I am not a fan of her but this photo of her is fierce and i never expect that ! this photo of her is soo great the eyes contact are amazing ! and she flirting with nigel



Lauren Bride - geez ! why she is soo photogenic? this phooto she looks like the creepy ghost come out from the water .she is soo great .amazing !


Mckey - WOW ! She is stunning what a top model .she failed to takes a bad photo .she is great !





Analeigh - OMFG ! My girl finally bring it to da table .she works it .rocks this photoshoot .the legs are sexy as hell soo amazing





Samantha - this photo is stunning .she did outside the box .the hands are great .such A intensity in all of it .bravo



Marjorie - I think this photo is such a shocker photo from her .i mean she such a sweetie in person but this photo is very creepy and fierce




Elina - This is a good photo but come on ! you are better than this elina ! you should be great than this and i think you has much better to bring on




Sheena - I think this photo resemble the japanese artistic feels .its a good photo but i personally not a big fans of it but sure this has a great eyes contact .its FIERCE






Joslyn - This is actually not a bad photo but based on this cycle potential this photo is such a MEH ! It just strange ! the eyes contact are not strong at all .the body is a bit weird .just isnt working




Isis - this been such a huge dissapointment .she is getting worst right now .her photos are been bad and she dont looks like a model at all ! and it was her time to go ! Bye

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Catifghts Meow ! Meow ! Meow !

Today is Thrusday and during the whole class i desperately want to back to my own home and sit infront my computer and waiting to watch american next top model cycle 11 in internet

i have a bad day .for some reason today i am soo tired in the class .in BM class my disciplin teacher Puan Chooi tell us about the whole hair situation and i have fights with her because i said that SPM and we still needs to keep our hair that short and its freaking pointless and make no sense then she is pissed off and damn me !

this isnt things that make me mad the things that make me angry is that whore soo win sen ! he is laughing the entire time when i and pn chooi having fights .he is like a fucking bastard staring at me and laughing .i am pissed at first then i said why should i pissed over that bastard.then he like 'purposely' jump next to my place and act sleep but acting hearing my conversations with friends the entire time

during recess time when i and zhi wei walk down the stairs .i tell him about this and i didt reliaze that whore is infront me then i am laughing after he know i am talking about him
whatever i dont care haha
he such a useless pointless loser bastard sosial retarded stupid idiotic bitchie person i ever meet .go to hell haha

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Do I still have feelings to her ?

I really dont want to even bother about her but i always try to forget about her but turn out things become even worst ?!

All my friends said that i should let it go but i always try to forget about her but it seems like the 360 change ! why is it on my godamn mind .i always wonder why i still have feelings to her ?

i mean i spend my godamn 2 years to sit next to her .i take care and listen about everything she said but she slept with a guy who she met in a day and dont even accept me as her boyfriend .how hurt is that !!!! I probably should let it go .sometimes i think that she dont even treat me as a friend or a human .she just doesnt seems to care about me

stupid me ! why i am in this kind of trouble .gosh i hope i have short terms memory ,many of my friends said that i still like her because she has big boobs and i guess it might be true but i WONG SI HUI .i want to forgot about you . i want to erase you from my life and my book

get the hell out of my life

Count down the godamn holiday & plans

Its wednesday today ! and i am keep gain weight ? whatever
anyway which means only 2 days then i will have 1 weeks holiday because of the Hari Raya [stupid bitches] as long i get the holidays but duh !

i love holidays because it makes me feels soo relax but same time if you have no plan thats mean you have no life .LOSER ! this saturday my friends invited me to their BBQ party at the beach .of course i will go and paid about RM15 [whatever] it is exciting but for some reason i am a bit nervous and worried.and i dont even know what the fuck is that ! but wish my goodluck

sunday i plan to play badminton with my friends .hen.ming.lun at tanjung court in air itam about 4 hours .hope we can book the court and have fun because i love badminton !

next week ming and lun birthday .they dont have any plans but wish them happy birthday and next sunday go to climbing the moutain
this gotta be good

sad thing is MY SPM is coming soon !!!!!!!

Monday, September 22, 2008

Pissed me off !

Pissed me off !
Today is actually a good school day .everything goes well .except during the last period .my english teacher gave us our exam paper 2 marks .Mine are ok i guess .at least is above average but what makes me soo fucking pissed is my enemies and their friends have better marks than me .is not that i am such a jealousy bitch but it is really unfair because they didt deserves to have those marks .they didt study at all .during the test .they are cheat
fuck those motherfuckers bitches !!!! i hate them

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Hows your weekend ?

How is your weekend ?
well mine is pretty good i think ! Saturday i didt go out at all .stick at my house all day long .its not boring because i have something to do and just looks through something in my mind ! plus when mom back home .she brough me big apple donuts which is delicious .YUM

Today [Sunday] i woke up about 9am .then we go to Air Itam for Morning breakfast which is Dim Sum ! i ate about 5 dim sum's and its was soo good then go to grandma house and return the badminton racket to my cousin .chats with her about gossip friends things in our school .is soo funny to heard the girls things .when some girls in her school are soo freaking bitchie and backstabbing each other .well in my boy school .we didt do that haha

then about 3pm .we're back to my home sweet home ! dad brough fish & crap before back home .its will cook tomorrow .YUM ! then i online and chat in forum and ate a cup of ice cream ! about 7.45pm .we go to dinner .with lee lin .we go to the best western food in penang but the customers is many as hell .the girl told us that we needs to wait about 1 hour to get our food done .i'm like WHAT THE FUCK !

We decided to go to Cosmin for western food .there have people singing like bar one but the western food is alright .not really delicious but i think is pretty expensive

anyway my weekend is finish now .tomorrow have school
see ya
kiss

Friday, September 19, 2008

Week 4 Photoshoot : Susan Holmes Swimsuit


Samantha - FINALLY !!! I been waiting her to wow me and now she did .this is soo amazing .straight to my top model history

LAUREN BRIDE - Wow .this week she is amazing again this looks soo HF and remind me jessica stam .BRAVO !!!


Elina - She wow me .i never ever expect that she can pull this out .to me this photo is amazing
Mckey - TWO WORD : High Fashion .she bring HF into the swimsuit and the blue eyes are amazing .soo beautiful
Sheena - not a fan of this photo at all but glad that she take out her hoochie-ness and smile with her eyes .oh her eyes looks bitchie to me
Marjorie - I like this photo very very much @ this looks like a ads for 5 starts HOTEL ! amazing
Analeigh - I like this photo .however the poses sucks a lot !



Joslyn - I dont really like it at all .this to me is weakest photo of joslyn .i think she looks strange and the pose is model 101
Brittany - this isnt that bad to make her eliminated but this not a ok photo too.is way too relax
Hannah - I dont like her at all .this photo she looks fine but she is terrible in the photoshoot
Isis - Once again .I dont know but i gave up on her already .she looks sleepy in this photo
Clark - Besides the leg .she looks like a man .if i were judge .i will eliminated her but i think she have more potential than brittany LOL













Week 4 Top Models Makeovers

Its time for makeovers !!!! in past 10 cycles of American next top models .this is our fav time .of course some tears .some joy and some cheap weave !!
the best makeovers in top model history are :
- Elyse Cycle 1
- Yoanna Cycle 2
- Naima Cycle 4
- Mollie sue Cycle 6
- Melrose Cycle 7
- Jenah Cycle 9
- Anya Cycle 10

and the WORST
- Cycle 8 Brittany 'die hamster in her weave'
- Cycle 8 Jael 'put on the weave 12 hours then take off with weird short hair'
- Cycle 9 Saleisha 'mushroom in her head'

What happen this cycle ?
lets see


Brittany - For some reason i like this makeover .i think she looks beautiful it in
Analeigh - This makeover is HOT .it make her become a sexy hot sweet blondie .also makes her even pop out !

Joslyn - what can tyra do for a black girls ?! Weave .Wig & Shave .well i think her makeover is nothing it just more hair
Isis - this makeover make her more feminie and pretty than before
Elina - this one is controversy to me .half people said its FIERCE .some people said is bad but i like it very much .it bring differents side of elina that we probably wont see and it also sexy
Hannah - well .her makeover is weird .is a bit like fake hair for actress in early 1990
Clark - Clark the man !!!!! she looks pretty in the blonde hair but back then she already looks like a dude sometimes .now .oh man !


Sheena - I think her makeover are alright .a bit meh compared to our amazing April cycle 2 .her new hair works wonder in the photoshoots but in person .it just not right to me
Samantha - One of the best makeover in Top Model history .it is amazing haircut and bring out samantha feature .this makeover is awesome
Marjorie - I actually like her ex platinum hair very much and i dont know why they change it but now i know .it soften her feauter and it makes her even more beautiful and european
Mckey - This girl is versatile .i love her ex redhead but this haircut is amazing too .it also bring out her beautiful face and High Fashion
Lauren Bride - Actually her makeover just dyke hair into like yellow blonde but to me this is great because it makes her even more pretty and modelsque .remind me jessica stam

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Revenge is A BITCH

Ever Since My Ex-Good Friend V against me in the class & always talking shit behind my back .this is what he has done to me .backstabbing ! spread my rumours and always talking shit infront the class about me & try to do whatever it takes to bring me down !

Guess what ? at first he is really sucessful and i have no friends .feels like almost wants to die but then there's a spin wheel in your life .I finally decided to made a huge changes in the school which is acted really friendly and nice to everyone !

at first it is weird of course but then i from the first front row sit change to last 2 row in my class .i succesfully managed to know some friends in class & starts to talks with them ,get to know them ! soonly i am part of the group ;D .Then is time to being with another group of classmate in the class .i starts to get to know them

Right now its is fun in the class because i have soo many friends .even i know that some are not that nice but lets said seperate 4 groups in this class but i manage to get along with 3 group ! this is a good thing isnt it ? almost some of the function .they did involve me in

plus ! V always try to bring me down .now i starts to revenge .spread my rumours ? paidback is a bitch ! i spread yours .let people know what the fuck of he really is ! 2 face backstabbing fake stupid bitch .i also lets people know his past experience .making fun of him and trashed him infront everyone

Now the real thing is fun ! as i said i am a bitch .dont mess with me .even you can win but in the end .you are the loser .i am the winner ! FUN GAME ON BABE !!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Dude ! You gain too much weight !

So today .its wednesday but its a public holiday ! YAY
My dad take me to Air Itam for morning breakfast which is my fav DIM SUM ! its is soo delicious and yet i am sure that this is the cheapest place in penang .the dim sum is big and delicious .totally worth it .then of course we go to my mom mom house [ah ma] .i chats with my cousins and i play badminton with them .its was soo fun !
there's a 'tradision' .everytime i go to their house .i will step on the scale <-- body weight .to check out my weight because right now i am getting FATTER & FATTER since i didt work and lazy to excersize .turn out my weight is 87KG !!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK OFF ! I am soo freaking fat .gosh i have man boobs right now and its huge .what a fucking shame .its time to excersize and let my body back on track or i will die in rest of my life

after back home .i go for jogging about 35 minutes and i am sweating a lots ! its good .then i am tired but the fucking thing is i had to do my HISTORY SUBJET NOTES and its fucking longs .FUCK IT .the teacher is sick .i starts from writing and FINALLY finish [5.40 pm -> 11.05pm]
FUCK ! Its soo fucking long .my hands is like burning

anyway i needs to lose weight !

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

A Swim !




Its a fun day and is very fun fun !!!


Today i go to M-Park .my friend place and it has many good place like swimming pool .gym and other stuff .for the first time in my life I remember the last time i swim is when i was about 10 years old and 8 years later !
i back into the pool .at first i am really scare because i didt swim for a long time .then after i swim or should i said 'walk' in the swimming pool .i starts in love swiming .the feelings is great .feels soo relax and comfortable in the pool .like a fish
but for sure .there's some embrassing time .you know what the most embrassed thing for a fat guy ? answer is their chest but luckily i manage to do it .take off my clothes
but hey ! more fatter people also swim mah .haha


I LOVE SWIMING .it will have second chances !!




but i hope i will lose weight since i dont wants to have man boobs and i have it now

which is shame haha

Monday, September 15, 2008

A Night out ...In Sunday

A Night out in sunday ! emm .you might think that i go to clubbing in somewhere .NO ! or go out to celebrate the whole chinese mooncake festival thing ! nope ! i go to work with my dad and 2 other worker in seberang perai mall butterworth

its like unscrew.unplug and send back all those stores [many many many] back to KL and bring them from center of the mall to the security place and bring them to huge loli

to be honest .it was very tired .we work about 9.30pm until 2.30 midnite .even its tired but i do learn a lots of lesson that night and today my paid giv me the paid and its was good .hehe about RM100 .i am soo happy

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Why I am not pushing myself

Yesterday finish my godamn Trial spm exams and i am soo relax and happy now .although sometimes i feels regret because i know i can do it but i didt push myself to study hard and i seriously needs a wakeup call .i mean my parents and sisters always tells me to 'wake up' and reliaze the facts and truth .even include my friends but i am still resting on being immature and i dont mean to sounds cocky but i know i can pull this off .i am smart .i know these things !


but why i'm not pushing myself to go for it ? i wants to works only 5 days a week and have good weekend but if i am not study hard to get good grades then i will end up working 7 days a week with not high paid .i am that type of people who love good things .dont mean that i can suffer the hardwork but if there is a choice for you


wouldt you choose the working 5 days a week ? Its is the time .SPM is coming very soon.counting on now its like less than 10 weeks !

WAKE UP! WAKE UP !


the sosial dont want a form 5 student .they want at least form 6 student .i dont want rich parents or rich background and i needs to do it for myself !


good luck TAN WEI HONG .I can do it

Friday, September 12, 2008

Antm c11 2nd Photoshoot : Hot Air Ballon Ropes

This week the girls poses on hot air ballon ropes !!! lets check out
LAUREN BRIDE - I never ever expect that i can see this from this girl .she totally wow me .this photo is one of the best in top model history .the pose is amazing .hardly can do it .the unique features and beauty is amazing .wow .i can see this in vogue amazing and NY Billboard .bravo !
ELINA - she is not the most beautiful girl but in her photo .she is soo FIERCEEEEEEEEE !!! This photo is such a wow .her hair is blowing .the eyes contact is soo fierce .amazing .and she looks like angelina jolie

MARJORIE - Work it ! she is amazing last week .so as this week .she is photogenic and totally top model .this photo is great !

MCKEY - I Love this photo very much .her face is sooo modelsque beautiful .amazing !!!! i love this girl .she such a HF model .love love but i hope the pose is stronger though

JOSLYN - She really wow me because in person she looks alright but in photos .she is amazing .totally a model looks .i am impress

SAMANTHA - This girl really got IT potential to be a model .i am not a fans of this photo but for sure this is a great photo because she embrace everything


ANALEIGH - The face is sooo amazingly beautiful .i always have high expectation on her but after 2 weeks .she still good to me .i am still looking forward to see her wow photo and i hope she go far even i know she wont


CLARK - She improve from last week horroble photo but she still wearing too much makeup .i cant deny that she have the potential to be a model but i am not like her much .whatever


HANNAH - This photo is alrite .improve a bit from last week but she is no where near model .please eliminated her next week .she is annoying

NIKESYAH - she is eliminated thi week but to me .her photos is actually good than some of the girls .the face is beautiful .the poses is nice but she such a mess in person .so not a model at all ! i think her elimination is right though .and she talks too much

BRITTANY - Last week she is strong but this week .she looks like she have 0 modeling skills .her poses is too dull and straight .her expression looks like having orgasm .and she just suck at it .i'm dissapointed

SHEENA - Girl ! i love your personalities but this photo is such a fug .you looks old and fugly .the expression is wayy too hoochie and overall it such a tranny mess !

ISIS - I cant believe that i rate her in the last this week but to me .this photo is really sucks .she looks lost .her poses is bad .the way she hang herself on the rope is totally wrong and she didt embrace the dress well !