3 Days ago I get a sms from someone that i dont know .Then it was a girl who ask me whether can i be her friends or not .then i'm like okay whatever .i quickly pick up the phone .call the friends that possible do this kind of stuff to me .turn out that none of them .actually its was my cousin pei xin who did it .her friends -> friends feels annoying by this girl and he ask pei xin my number .send to that girl and tell her leave him alone & dont bother him again .
I desperately needs a girlfriend .so i'm reply her .its happy at first but it get creepy ever since .I dont even know her face and what and she always ask me personal question & request for my photos .Since i dont care at all.so i answer her back but when i didt reply her sms like a while .she'll call my phone and sms me why i didt reply .Geez this is scary ! Last nite i ask her whether she have boyfriend or not and she said she had .now i dont care anymore .yet she still creepy and continue send me sms and i didt reply
whatever
Friday, November 28, 2008
Monday, November 24, 2008
I Must admit ...
I Must admit that I am a Prejudice Person .yeah i think admit this because but do you also know that i also a Hypocritic & Homophobe Person ? yeah call me a bitch because it is really a bitchy atitude inside my heart to have this type of statement but if you looking and compare at different circumstance .maybe it wasnt that bitchy after all .I dont know it really based on your own view & opinion because end of the day I am still the one who admit the truth and i am honest .unlike certain people who hide their feelings !
A Hypocritic person ! Who bashing or critic certain things then end of the day .that person did the same thing that he/she did but dont admit the fact that it did happen on themself ! Sometimes i am really that kind of person because when certain people do something i would call them trash or idiot but when i did it i dont consider myself a trash or idot .i mean c'on .who would call themself a idiot or trash ? whoever call themself like that its a real idiot LOL .but after all you couldt and you dont have the right to judge on the actions that i do .neither am i because on certain angles you might think that this is wrong but when you see the complete story .then it become another thing .this time you probably regret about the words that come out from your mouth .thats why i told you must look at the whole story then put your judgement on it .never ever look at certain story/angle because it aint the truth .
A Homophobe person ! Who feels digusting or ingore by the same sex marriage or sexual stuff ? Well i am .i just think that it is soo wrong ! man & woman are made for each other .god create this for the next generation .i dont against those gay/lesbian people but i just think that it is wrong & Totally not a good thing .and i am not saying that they are bad people .i just think that it is just WRONG .Sometimes when i sit around them i feels really uncomfortable and kinda gross but i'd friends with them .I am not gang up or against them just dont agreed with them .once again you will call me prejudice person but i just not like it
A Hypocritic person ! Who bashing or critic certain things then end of the day .that person did the same thing that he/she did but dont admit the fact that it did happen on themself ! Sometimes i am really that kind of person because when certain people do something i would call them trash or idiot but when i did it i dont consider myself a trash or idot .i mean c'on .who would call themself a idiot or trash ? whoever call themself like that its a real idiot LOL .but after all you couldt and you dont have the right to judge on the actions that i do .neither am i because on certain angles you might think that this is wrong but when you see the complete story .then it become another thing .this time you probably regret about the words that come out from your mouth .thats why i told you must look at the whole story then put your judgement on it .never ever look at certain story/angle because it aint the truth .
A Homophobe person ! Who feels digusting or ingore by the same sex marriage or sexual stuff ? Well i am .i just think that it is soo wrong ! man & woman are made for each other .god create this for the next generation .i dont against those gay/lesbian people but i just think that it is wrong & Totally not a good thing .and i am not saying that they are bad people .i just think that it is just WRONG .Sometimes when i sit around them i feels really uncomfortable and kinda gross but i'd friends with them .I am not gang up or against them just dont agreed with them .once again you will call me prejudice person but i just not like it
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Favourite Movie Scene
This is strange I know ! but there's some movie scene that i really like and i will use the remote control and track back to that scene watching over and over again ! weird am i ? but it just really strange .the things that makes me lke that scene is hard to explain .i really dont know what to said .maybe the actor/actress ? styling ? or the quote/lines ? overall its just the elements that they put onto that movie and its work .of course everybody taste is different .maybe you like this but other people dont
take couple favourite movies that i really like .First Wanted The Latest movie that i brough .last time missed the chance watching in Cinema but right now waiting for couple months finally got the best DVD quality to watch and i watch it .I though i might be dissapointed since most trailers seems better than real movie but this movie turns out even better than what i expect .Brillant ! Angelina Jolie is TOTALLY HOT .soo smoking hot .wow her acion is soo fierce .i dont know what the male actor in this movie but i'm sure he' a newbie .btw he's really short shorter than me .thats a bit shocker but the shocking thing is i cant believe in the end .the real villain in this movie turn out to be morgan freeman ! My favourite scene of this movie is when angelina jolie driving the fierce red sportcar on the street when that guy chasing her .Oh snap its soo cool .and the scene where the russian guy talks to the dude in the white stimulated blood bath .I dont know why but maybe its the russian guy accent because its sounds nice to me but the best damn stuff is angelina jolie actions .
Second Movie its one of the most expensive movie in this world .the expensive thing is the CLOTHES Because its all branded Gucci Parda Dolce & Gabanna Versace and many more this movie its called The Devil Wear Prada .At first i hear many people said this movie is amazing .when i watch it i though its gonna be amazing but then i not really into it but the second time i watching .Damn I become a addict in this movie .I watch soo many times .Ann heatherway looks even beautiful than ever .she looks skinny in this movie and wearing those fancy clothes the most fierce is melinda .she is soo fierce editor .Love it .the best part is when ann heatherway transfer from a girl who dont know how to dress well turn into a girl who dress amazingly .Bravo and specially melinda and ann conversation scene
Third Movie is The teenagers favourite movie ! It is very popular .I watch it more than 50 times i believe .its not that dumbshit high school idiot musical .its Mean Girl OMFG I love this movie soo much .I learn soo many new words call slut .plastic Omg and many more haha this movie is amazing TTYN .i just love racheal mcdams and lindsay lohan in this movie but of course racheal is prettier look back now lindsay is soo beautiful back then .right now ? trainwreck + drug witch + fashionsaster + lesbo = Lindsay Lohan .haiz .anyway this movie is amazing .i also likes soo many movies like the movie Notebook .its makes me cry and many more
whats ur fav movie ?
take couple favourite movies that i really like .First Wanted The Latest movie that i brough .last time missed the chance watching in Cinema but right now waiting for couple months finally got the best DVD quality to watch and i watch it .I though i might be dissapointed since most trailers seems better than real movie but this movie turns out even better than what i expect .Brillant ! Angelina Jolie is TOTALLY HOT .soo smoking hot .wow her acion is soo fierce .i dont know what the male actor in this movie but i'm sure he' a newbie .btw he's really short shorter than me .thats a bit shocker but the shocking thing is i cant believe in the end .the real villain in this movie turn out to be morgan freeman ! My favourite scene of this movie is when angelina jolie driving the fierce red sportcar on the street when that guy chasing her .Oh snap its soo cool .and the scene where the russian guy talks to the dude in the white stimulated blood bath .I dont know why but maybe its the russian guy accent because its sounds nice to me but the best damn stuff is angelina jolie actions .
Second Movie its one of the most expensive movie in this world .the expensive thing is the CLOTHES Because its all branded Gucci Parda Dolce & Gabanna Versace and many more this movie its called The Devil Wear Prada .At first i hear many people said this movie is amazing .when i watch it i though its gonna be amazing but then i not really into it but the second time i watching .Damn I become a addict in this movie .I watch soo many times .Ann heatherway looks even beautiful than ever .she looks skinny in this movie and wearing those fancy clothes the most fierce is melinda .she is soo fierce editor .Love it .the best part is when ann heatherway transfer from a girl who dont know how to dress well turn into a girl who dress amazingly .Bravo and specially melinda and ann conversation scene
Third Movie is The teenagers favourite movie ! It is very popular .I watch it more than 50 times i believe .its not that dumbshit high school idiot musical .its Mean Girl OMFG I love this movie soo much .I learn soo many new words call slut .plastic Omg and many more haha this movie is amazing TTYN .i just love racheal mcdams and lindsay lohan in this movie but of course racheal is prettier look back now lindsay is soo beautiful back then .right now ? trainwreck + drug witch + fashionsaster + lesbo = Lindsay Lohan .haiz .anyway this movie is amazing .i also likes soo many movies like the movie Notebook .its makes me cry and many more
whats ur fav movie ?
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
People
People !
Some people could be your Best Friend But Some People could be your Enemy
Some people makes you feels happy But Some people makes me feels annoyed
Some people you know them for a long time but you are not very close to them
Some people you know them for a short period but you are very close to them
Some people will do their best to cheer you up and give you support
Some people will try their best to bring you down for whatever it takes
Some people friends with you for no reason but some people hate you for no reason
Some people Dont even know your excistent but Some people Know your excistent
Some people express themself cleverly but Some people hide their feelings well
Some people using their real heart & soul to make friends with you But
Some people will pretend friends with you who's actually wanna backstabbing you
Some people improve themself while have mistake but Some people never learn their false
Some people likes to share their feelings with other people But
Some people likes to spread other people secrets all around
Some people know how speak in right timing but some people just wont shut up
Some people makes you become a prejudice person but Some people straight up BITCH
Some people could be your Best Friend But Some People could be your Enemy
Some people makes you feels happy But Some people makes me feels annoyed
Some people you know them for a long time but you are not very close to them
Some people you know them for a short period but you are very close to them
Some people will do their best to cheer you up and give you support
Some people will try their best to bring you down for whatever it takes
Some people friends with you for no reason but some people hate you for no reason
Some people Dont even know your excistent but Some people Know your excistent
Some people express themself cleverly but Some people hide their feelings well
Some people using their real heart & soul to make friends with you But
Some people will pretend friends with you who's actually wanna backstabbing you
Some people improve themself while have mistake but Some people never learn their false
Some people likes to share their feelings with other people But
Some people likes to spread other people secrets all around
Some people know how speak in right timing but some people just wont shut up
Some people makes you become a prejudice person but Some people straight up BITCH
Deal Or NO Deal
Deal or NO Deal ! This is not a game show .This is my another confessions of what happen in this few days of examinations in school . Facing the stressful exams ,while you can choose to give your best shot or didt even try it .of course i am not stupid ! I choose to try my best .Seeing back all your real good friends ,having great times like what happen back then but sametime also facing some people that I really dont wanna see their face again .I dont think i have a option or what .if i am 'lucky' enough means i probably gonna meet them in future .i better hope i aint that lucky because i think if thats really happen .this gonna be a challenge for me
Seeing their bitchie face at school .while have to sit in the same class for the examinations i think that really sucks because while you struggle in your papers you even have to face their shit ! not good ,stressful enough .i shouldt even bother about it .actually i dont bother about it at all not it was them makes me feels soo annoying .i aint that prejudice this time but i am not that only one who feels about it ! maybe it is their personalities ,that shouldt be a question since i know them about 3 years already but what bother me is they wont shut their mouth .the bitchie expression .think they are soo smart behavior & actions annoyed the shit out of me .This really getting on my nervers ! Again ...ingore them but like what i said before 'those bitches wont stop' .this time i try to forgot their excistent !
While try to ingore their excistent ! of course people always meet each other ! I have the enough 'luck' to see them all groupie together while i go to somewhere alone because my friends is not there . They think that their groupie 'power' will effects me .makes me afraid of me and makes me greater than me ! You can choose Deal Or NO Deal .in the past i seeing them and seriously dont want to face them .so i choose to pick another way to go on .but right now i think why i should like this ? they have nothing to makes me afraid of me .facing their face and show my real colour .in this point I have nothing that should care about their feelings and the whatever ways that they try to make fun or bring me down
I DEAL With it .what a lesson of today .I think i should learn it since day 1 but it takes me soo much time to finally learn the truth about this .Not sure whether its worth but i can said that i deal with something this time and its more than what you see .end of the day its not how many friends you have .is how many real friends you have .because i am glad that i seeing the truth unlike someone who still though that he's have the power .but do your friends really like you ?! I dont know .but i think they are not .
How about me ? I am sure i know who is my real friends and who isnt ! Thats my price of winning
Seeing their bitchie face at school .while have to sit in the same class for the examinations i think that really sucks because while you struggle in your papers you even have to face their shit ! not good ,stressful enough .i shouldt even bother about it .actually i dont bother about it at all not it was them makes me feels soo annoying .i aint that prejudice this time but i am not that only one who feels about it ! maybe it is their personalities ,that shouldt be a question since i know them about 3 years already but what bother me is they wont shut their mouth .the bitchie expression .think they are soo smart behavior & actions annoyed the shit out of me .This really getting on my nervers ! Again ...ingore them but like what i said before 'those bitches wont stop' .this time i try to forgot their excistent !
While try to ingore their excistent ! of course people always meet each other ! I have the enough 'luck' to see them all groupie together while i go to somewhere alone because my friends is not there . They think that their groupie 'power' will effects me .makes me afraid of me and makes me greater than me ! You can choose Deal Or NO Deal .in the past i seeing them and seriously dont want to face them .so i choose to pick another way to go on .but right now i think why i should like this ? they have nothing to makes me afraid of me .facing their face and show my real colour .in this point I have nothing that should care about their feelings and the whatever ways that they try to make fun or bring me down
I DEAL With it .what a lesson of today .I think i should learn it since day 1 but it takes me soo much time to finally learn the truth about this .Not sure whether its worth but i can said that i deal with something this time and its more than what you see .end of the day its not how many friends you have .is how many real friends you have .because i am glad that i seeing the truth unlike someone who still though that he's have the power .but do your friends really like you ?! I dont know .but i think they are not .
How about me ? I am sure i know who is my real friends and who isnt ! Thats my price of winning
Sunday, November 16, 2008
A Bubbly Personalities ?
To me honest you must find it weird if a normal straight have bubbly personalities ! if you dont know me very well .judge by my looks you must even find it weirded i i have bubbly personalities
Guess what ? I did have bubbly personalities deep inside my heart and i actually shows it .In fact Glad that i have this personalitie because i am loving it ! everyday this personalities keeps me become happier ! if without this personalities i am pretty sure my mind will become more negative in my life .This personalties to apply on a guy like me in figure or looks might be strange but the truth is I am please to have this ! everyday in my life i keep my mind on positive be the happiest as i can because i know that days will pass when you can choose to happy get through days why i have to choose to be sad .negative and treat everything in bad mind ?!
This bubbly personalities also makes me immature .i gotta admit that sometimes i did some childish things and nonsense to be a little clown .i know its kinda dumb but i'm not stupid ! this really cheers up my days sometimes .some people might told me to grow up and stop being stupid ! but i tell you i aint stupid i aint dumb .it just the way i treat and looks this world in different way .there's soo much choice .I know myself .i know what i want .I consider this as a smart decision ! To some people in this world .they needs to be more relax and enjoy the things around them because not everything is as dark as what they though ! DUH
Thats why bubbly personalities is part of my identiti I love it .to some people in this world i hope you have this kind of personalities .it brought you sense of humour .funny thing .sometimes it might makes you looks a bit clueless or dumb but end of the day its was a GREAT Thing ! Why dont you 'try' this personalities haha
Guess what ? I did have bubbly personalities deep inside my heart and i actually shows it .In fact Glad that i have this personalitie because i am loving it ! everyday this personalities keeps me become happier ! if without this personalities i am pretty sure my mind will become more negative in my life .This personalties to apply on a guy like me in figure or looks might be strange but the truth is I am please to have this ! everyday in my life i keep my mind on positive be the happiest as i can because i know that days will pass when you can choose to happy get through days why i have to choose to be sad .negative and treat everything in bad mind ?!
This bubbly personalities also makes me immature .i gotta admit that sometimes i did some childish things and nonsense to be a little clown .i know its kinda dumb but i'm not stupid ! this really cheers up my days sometimes .some people might told me to grow up and stop being stupid ! but i tell you i aint stupid i aint dumb .it just the way i treat and looks this world in different way .there's soo much choice .I know myself .i know what i want .I consider this as a smart decision ! To some people in this world .they needs to be more relax and enjoy the things around them because not everything is as dark as what they though ! DUH
Thats why bubbly personalities is part of my identiti I love it .to some people in this world i hope you have this kind of personalities .it brought you sense of humour .funny thing .sometimes it might makes you looks a bit clueless or dumb but end of the day its was a GREAT Thing ! Why dont you 'try' this personalities haha
Friday, November 14, 2008
ANTM Top 3 Analeigh.Mckey.Samantha
From 14 Girls & Now only Down to TOP 3 !
This cycle no doubt its one of the best cycle since cycle 6 .The Top 3 is great and the Photoshoots concept is great as well .Now lets compare the girls portfolios
WEEK 1 - Make Voting Sexy
Analeigh - I actually like the pose of this photo but the lighting and the face isnt working
Mckey - this photo is great .she shows her boxing thing and her bone structure
Samantha - the judges love this photo and i dont understand why even her face is pretty but meh
This cycle no doubt its one of the best cycle since cycle 6 .The Top 3 is great and the Photoshoots concept is great as well .Now lets compare the girls portfolios
WEEK 1 - Make Voting Sexy
Analeigh - I actually like the pose of this photo but the lighting and the face isnt working Mckey - this photo is great .she shows her boxing thing and her bone structure Samantha - the judges love this photo and i dont understand why even her face is pretty but mehWEEK 2 - Hope of Role of lader
Mckey - she looks amazing on this photo even she didt do that much pose but still HF
Analeigh - this photo is okay .not bad but not good .its just average
Samantha - i try this like this but I dont like it at all .she looks plus size .dont you think
Mckey - she looks amazing on this photo even she didt do that much pose but still HF Analeigh - this photo is okay .not bad but not good .its just average Samantha - i try this like this but I dont like it at all .she looks plus size .dont you thinkWEEK 3 - MAKEOVER
Analeigh - she get highlight and become blonder which makes her hotter
Analeigh - she has the HOT Body but she didt use that advantage on her shoot .it turns out akward and weird .just such a waste
Mckey - Once again .the first time i see a model sell swimsuit in HF Way .this is amazing
Samantha - I am a big fan of this photo .it just really beautiful .list one of the best photo of this cycle but not herself haha
Analeigh - she get highlight and become blonder which makes her hotterMckey - she get modelsque short haircut and turn into burnette makers her even model
Samantha - this edgy haircut makes her looks like a fashion model
WEEK 3 - Swimsuit of Malibu
Analeigh - she has the HOT Body but she didt use that advantage on her shoot .it turns out akward and weird .just such a waste Mckey - Once again .the first time i see a model sell swimsuit in HF Way .this is amazing Samantha - I am a big fan of this photo .it just really beautiful .list one of the best photo of this cycle but not herself hahaWEEK 4 - FIERCE EYES
Analeigh - I think she finally got this .she using her legs and eveything .great photo !
Mckey - at first i like this photo but then right now i think is good not great .a bit creepy though
Samantha - she using the signature hands on this shot .she really beautiful on this
Analeigh - I think she finally got this .she using her legs and eveything .great photo ! Mckey - at first i like this photo but then right now i think is good not great .a bit creepy though Samantha - she using the signature hands on this shot .she really beautiful on thisWEEK 5 - Natural Disaster
Analeigh - this photo is soo cute and beautiful but it isnt fashion photo
Samantha - I dont understand why the judges are wow with this photo .I think is good photo but not that great .maybe the wave ?
Analeigh - this photo is soo cute and beautiful but it isnt fashion photoMckey - i dont know why tyra choose this photo .come on ! Mckey films is amazing 
Samantha - I dont understand why the judges are wow with this photo .I think is good photo but not that great .maybe the wave ?WEEK 6 - Fierce award
Analeigh - [atitudish interviewer] OMFG She is amazing in this .really bitchie side of analeigh & she still maintain to looks fierce and model same time .best !
Mckey - [Though she going to win but she's not] Mckey looks fierce in this .really bitching inside her heart .great job
Samantha - [lighting too strong cant red the card] She is sucks .this beautiful because of the great photographer 
Analeigh - she is smart .using the enviroment on this photo .great job but the close up isnt good
Mckey - straight up Perfect ! she know how to take Fashion photo .amazing !
Samantha - I Dont like this photo but sheselling the dress here .so maybe a good ?
Analeigh - [atitudish interviewer] OMFG She is amazing in this .really bitchie side of analeigh & she still maintain to looks fierce and model same time .best ! Mckey - [Though she going to win but she's not] Mckey looks fierce in this .really bitching inside her heart .great job Samantha - [lighting too strong cant red the card] She is sucks .this beautiful because of the great photographer WEEK 7 - Cover Girl Commerical
- Analeigh did have the BEST GG Commerical in top model history
- Mckey is weird on commerical .really bad
- Samantha is pretty convincing on the commerical .good job !
WEEK 8 - 17TH Century woman on the ship
Analeigh - she is smart .using the enviroment on this photo .great job but the close up isnt good Mckey - straight up Perfect ! she know how to take Fashion photo .amazing ! Samantha - I Dont like this photo but sheselling the dress here .so maybe a good ? WEEK 10 - Windmil Fashion
Analeigh - this is a great photo .she is really fierce .however this remind me saleisha c9 great wall photo which is a bad thing .however this great photo
Mckey - FIERCE ! At first i think is weird but now i love it .once again she have better photo and tyra didt choose that .[BITCH]
Samantha - she looks like wanna bury people haha but this photo is stiff just stiff
Analeigh - this is a great photo .she is really fierce .however this remind me saleisha c9 great wall photo which is a bad thing .however this great photo Mckey - FIERCE ! At first i think is weird but now i love it .once again she have better photo and tyra didt choose that .[BITCH] Samantha - she looks like wanna bury people haha but this photo is stiff just stiff WEEK 9 - Simplistic
Analeigh - just classic beauty .everything in this photo is beautiful ! she is beautiful
Mckey - she using her 'signature pose' that tyra teach ! I dont think this photo is great but she is great on film .heck ! She have better photo
Samantha - Geez ! This looks like calvin klein campaign .Shock me .bravo !
Analeigh - just classic beauty .everything in this photo is beautiful ! she is beautiful Mckey - she using her 'signature pose' that tyra teach ! I dont think this photo is great but she is great on film .heck ! She have better photo Samantha - Geez ! This looks like calvin klein campaign .Shock me .bravo !WEEK 9 - Dramatic
Analeigh - fiere .soo barbie broken doll pose .love it.the legs are amazing
Mckey - you might dont like this photo but this is real high fashion
Analeigh - fiere .soo barbie broken doll pose .love it.the legs are amazing Mckey - you might dont like this photo but this is real high fashionSamantha - wow ! LOVE LOVE LOVE EVEN i am not sam fans
Next weeks is the season finale ! this cycle is been one of the BEST cycle since long time .they had the best bunch of models with potential in this cycle .amazing cycle ! really best
But who do you think should win ? I think its between ANALEIGH & MCKEY .Samantha cant beat out those 2 models .in all aspect she just losing !
The battle of Commerical VS High Fashion .Analeigh is amazing with potential but take beautiful photo every single time .improve a lots and doing good job But its was mckey the one who take High Fashion photo .very modelsque amazing model who never failed to impress us .she is the best model in top model history .amazing Both of them deserves to win but Mckey deserve it more
Frustrating In Bad temper !
I just feels very frustrating in everything around me all of sudden ,I really have no reason to explain why i have this kind of feelings but i just couldt explain .the environment the stuff But mostly I am extremely frustrating in myself right now and i dont know why .at this moment i basiclly hate everythig specially my own .I have every reason to states out all my shity things without a single thinking in my brain .Just have no explaination why i have this such strong feelings and i really sick of it .Plus now i am in bad temper ! Not in a mood on everything .even the jokes or show or people is nice or funny but i just have every reason to ingore or Bashing about it .Urgh what the hell happen !
I guess maybe i do have double personalities ? I dont know but this frustrated feelings just sudden pop out from my brain and i am really angry about it right now and have absolute no idea now .This is total bullshit I hate myself why i let this mood take control over me ? I am are master of my own body but why i let something to take control over me ? I have feelings that i may turn into some crazy pyscho freak someday .this isnt good feelings but the feelings of it prediction is just comes soo strong everytime .God help me please like serious !
Best thing to do right now is probably go to sleep ahead and throw everything away from my mind because in this kind of mood and temper i might do something that crazy and nonsense or talking some shit out of my mouth right now for no reason Just SUCKS .really sucks .urgh what the fuck
I guess maybe i do have double personalities ? I dont know but this frustrated feelings just sudden pop out from my brain and i am really angry about it right now and have absolute no idea now .This is total bullshit I hate myself why i let this mood take control over me ? I am are master of my own body but why i let something to take control over me ? I have feelings that i may turn into some crazy pyscho freak someday .this isnt good feelings but the feelings of it prediction is just comes soo strong everytime .God help me please like serious !
Best thing to do right now is probably go to sleep ahead and throw everything away from my mind because in this kind of mood and temper i might do something that crazy and nonsense or talking some shit out of my mouth right now for no reason Just SUCKS .really sucks .urgh what the fuck
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Sorry but I cant deny the fact that I love CURSING !
Sorry but I cant deny the fact that I love CURSING ! I Personally dont think its a bad behavior or whatever even though i know this wasnt a good thing by cursing in every single or end of your word but I didt use that constantly but actually speaking too much cursing will losing your moral,self image and education ! But seriously there's some things that really requires you to use cursing so you can 'describe' it perfectly and more wanna express your feelings or to that person ! This is truth you are agree that dont you ? For example when you hate someone .you cant using the simple word to bitching that person isnt it .If using a nice word then dont you think it sounds too weird and gentle haha ?!
Whats your favourite cursing words ? Bitch.Slut.Whore.Asshole.Dumbass.Idiot.Loser.Shit.Fuck.Sucks.Godamn.Motherfuck.HollyShit.Lame ...
and many many more ! But seriously i actually a fan of Bitch I dont know why but i usually use that to desribe person but in differents tone .there's friendly tone to kidding with my friend or there another one to describe my bitches mean the bitches that dead in my list .Haha maybe is the influent of paris hilton ? because she like to use that word a lots haha .
Yet again i like to use that word SO what ? Dont hate me for using that when i call you in that way [bad tone] get yourself a big mirror look at yourself from head to leg and find out why !
I remember that when i was a little i dont like cursing when hearing people saying that .it really makes me disgusted but now haha I think its kinda cool but i consider myself is the person who likes to cursing but with class .some people think that cursing in the public get themself attention and think that they are soo fucking cool ! I mean bitch please .are you out of mind or do you need a rehab ? this is seriously fucked up .ruined yourself in the public and i'll never done it and i wont do it in my life .but some people just dont get it .haha .thats faith and personalities .haha
I like cursing with class .thanks bitches for reading my blog .love ya bitches
Whats your favourite cursing words ? Bitch.Slut.Whore.Asshole.Dumbass.Idiot.Loser.Shit.Fuck.Sucks.Godamn.Motherfuck.HollyShit.Lame ...
and many many more ! But seriously i actually a fan of Bitch I dont know why but i usually use that to desribe person but in differents tone .there's friendly tone to kidding with my friend or there another one to describe my bitches mean the bitches that dead in my list .Haha maybe is the influent of paris hilton ? because she like to use that word a lots haha .
Yet again i like to use that word SO what ? Dont hate me for using that when i call you in that way [bad tone] get yourself a big mirror look at yourself from head to leg and find out why !
I remember that when i was a little i dont like cursing when hearing people saying that .it really makes me disgusted but now haha I think its kinda cool but i consider myself is the person who likes to cursing but with class .some people think that cursing in the public get themself attention and think that they are soo fucking cool ! I mean bitch please .are you out of mind or do you need a rehab ? this is seriously fucked up .ruined yourself in the public and i'll never done it and i wont do it in my life .but some people just dont get it .haha .thats faith and personalities .haha
I like cursing with class .thanks bitches for reading my blog .love ya bitches
Examination - Good Or Bad ?!
Dont ask me why i put this as the title .seriously ! if you know me then you think will know that I am not going to put this as question,instead i already said Exam sucks !
Anyway back to the topic .the reason i post this is because this is actually one of the English examination that i sit for yesterday which is Wednesday Paper 2 .As usual it has 5 choice .i only remember some which is [topics] : your prefect wife/husband .the quote 'i reliease this is what best friend do' and include this one and the other two i totally forgot .
The reason i choice this to write out of other 4 essay title is because i personally consider myself better/great at this type of eassy title because i good at giving evidents to support the 'statement' that i made 'i like the word statement' ! okay then i have to answer a choice which is Yes Or No I mean common sense please .majority of the people in this world will know the choice is YES Isnt it .this is the things that probably all human universy related to but godamn which pysho likes to have exam in their life ? its it is a painful tired and stressful thing to face in your life ?! urgh but this is what life call .arent them ?! so i pick the 'commerical-ish' answer which is Yes .LoL i dont have the brave to said No because i afraid that i dont have enough evidents to prove my point of view about examination is bad thing .since my grammar is limited edition and i dont think the person who marks my essay will impress with confession in the essay .[FYI People likes imaginary in the words usually not the truth specially godamn essay]
I pick the 'Good' Which apply that i agree examination is a good thing .as usual I am going to write in my style way which is kinda bashing/question the things a bit .fooling around have the speech-ish feelings in the first paragraph on my essay then later straight to my point .dont ask me why i love to write it in the way but maybe it just the way i love to write .writing effects and redirect your personalities ? I guess so ? I put all the statements that i think it will really get my essay higher scores that usual .I call those points real facts because it does .Here is what i write [if what i remember what i state but i will try my best to write down all in here]
I wrote that if there's no exam in our life .everything will stuck .there's is no determination in our life .there's no such prove of our knowledge .people study without a thing to get memorable .Exam also will be a wakeup call for certain people because it will be a kind of force to push us doing the things future in our life .learn the life time lesson more than what we could learn from the books .examination is something that we can have a memory stock experience in life .everything is important .it also let us know that if you wants great results then we must study hard to get those .the slogan about there's no free lunch in this world .so we gotta workhard and achieve what we believe and what we want !! Same time it also one of the identiti in us
I Guess i only remember this part of my writing in this essy .I dont know what do you think but i personally think its a piece of my master piece lines ? you think i am cocky ? I dont know but from the lines above about that what i wrote in the essay We know that this is seriously not me .I aint this type of person but for the exam.i have to lose my identiti and write as mr geeky nice bubbly study hard on student .in order to wrote out this stuff but i happy that i did it .at least i pull it off .would you ?! End of the day is examination a good or bad thing ? I think i change my answer just now .even i really hate exam but i must admit the fact that examination is a good thing <---- my instint told me this .hehe
Anyway back to the topic .the reason i post this is because this is actually one of the English examination that i sit for yesterday which is Wednesday Paper 2 .As usual it has 5 choice .i only remember some which is [topics] : your prefect wife/husband .the quote 'i reliease this is what best friend do' and include this one and the other two i totally forgot .
The reason i choice this to write out of other 4 essay title is because i personally consider myself better/great at this type of eassy title because i good at giving evidents to support the 'statement' that i made 'i like the word statement' ! okay then i have to answer a choice which is Yes Or No I mean common sense please .majority of the people in this world will know the choice is YES Isnt it .this is the things that probably all human universy related to but godamn which pysho likes to have exam in their life ? its it is a painful tired and stressful thing to face in your life ?! urgh but this is what life call .arent them ?! so i pick the 'commerical-ish' answer which is Yes .LoL i dont have the brave to said No because i afraid that i dont have enough evidents to prove my point of view about examination is bad thing .since my grammar is limited edition and i dont think the person who marks my essay will impress with confession in the essay .[FYI People likes imaginary in the words usually not the truth specially godamn essay]
I pick the 'Good' Which apply that i agree examination is a good thing .as usual I am going to write in my style way which is kinda bashing/question the things a bit .fooling around have the speech-ish feelings in the first paragraph on my essay then later straight to my point .dont ask me why i love to write it in the way but maybe it just the way i love to write .writing effects and redirect your personalities ? I guess so ? I put all the statements that i think it will really get my essay higher scores that usual .I call those points real facts because it does .Here is what i write [if what i remember what i state but i will try my best to write down all in here]
I wrote that if there's no exam in our life .everything will stuck .there's is no determination in our life .there's no such prove of our knowledge .people study without a thing to get memorable .Exam also will be a wakeup call for certain people because it will be a kind of force to push us doing the things future in our life .learn the life time lesson more than what we could learn from the books .examination is something that we can have a memory stock experience in life .everything is important .it also let us know that if you wants great results then we must study hard to get those .the slogan about there's no free lunch in this world .so we gotta workhard and achieve what we believe and what we want !! Same time it also one of the identiti in us
I Guess i only remember this part of my writing in this essy .I dont know what do you think but i personally think its a piece of my master piece lines ? you think i am cocky ? I dont know but from the lines above about that what i wrote in the essay We know that this is seriously not me .I aint this type of person but for the exam.i have to lose my identiti and write as mr geeky nice bubbly study hard on student .in order to wrote out this stuff but i happy that i did it .at least i pull it off .would you ?! End of the day is examination a good or bad thing ? I think i change my answer just now .even i really hate exam but i must admit the fact that examination is a good thing <---- my instint told me this .hehe
Pressure,Stress,Tension !
So i have my SPM Examinations this few days .today is just finish my suckiest Mathematics paper .seriously I really dont wanna know the results that i get because i am worst at math .total idiot on this subjet ! so I really hate to do this but thanksfully tomorrow i have a break since there's no examination until next monday .it at least give me some air to breath ! Oh snap
Whats happen in this 3 days examinations ?! the answer is TIRED .Seriously dude it was tired .i had the total pressure,stress & tension during the exam .even i aint straight A student or whatever but the feelings of it comes out from no where and its scare the hell out of me .i could barely sleep during the night .dont blame me for didt study hard but it just hard to focus ! No kidding .I dont even understand why i have this such pressure,stress & tension during this examination .i mean i though this will be like normal examinations that i had in the past .for some reason the horroble feelings is come from inside of my godamn heart .oh geez ...This is shitty .the things that i dislike the most is I struggle on certain subjet .i do try my best to get the subjet and try to do it in best way .clearly i aint dumb but i does dumb in this stuff .urgh ! really really hate this feels .totally knowing myself aint going to pass or do okay in this subjet but even gotta push myself to do it but when facing the paper on the table .my mind totally goes blank .total Fuck off .i really wants to smash the table .seriously wants to yell that can i not doing this ? this is such a horroble feelings and right now i dont even know how many ''feelings'' that i wrote in this post ..
The worst thing in examinations process is i doing something that i shouldt done .yeap i have desperately wanna get pass on certain subjet but duh whatever just wish it didt turn out that scare as what i though even though its gonna to be bad but at least save me some face .siting with some bitches that i dislike about them in same class during the examinations .totally try to do the avoid thing on them but those bitches just wont shut the hell up .i feels like seriously wanna zip or rip their mouth from their table .FUCK IT .Seriously retarded I have enough endless and comes out from no where pressure,stress & tension already .and can you just shut the fuck up for once in your life .go back to your home and talks to the mirror .we dont wanna know whats going on with you WHORE ! I really sick and tired of it .comes to school early to sit for the exam and have to stay to the school for the next papers until almost 5pm .Do you know how tired is that ? the weather is sucks .too hot .have to face the dumbass high school drama .geez ! I already fucking graudated why the fuck i have to face those shitty things again !
My mind body mental pyshic whatever is tired .oh man .i aint moaning complaining or bitching in my own blog but you are not in my shoes you have no idea .fuck off ! i cursing a lots in this post .whatever fuck you bitches ! wish me and my real friends all the best in upcoming examinations wish y'll good luck and all blessing as well .love ya
Whats happen in this 3 days examinations ?! the answer is TIRED .Seriously dude it was tired .i had the total pressure,stress & tension during the exam .even i aint straight A student or whatever but the feelings of it comes out from no where and its scare the hell out of me .i could barely sleep during the night .dont blame me for didt study hard but it just hard to focus ! No kidding .I dont even understand why i have this such pressure,stress & tension during this examination .i mean i though this will be like normal examinations that i had in the past .for some reason the horroble feelings is come from inside of my godamn heart .oh geez ...This is shitty .the things that i dislike the most is I struggle on certain subjet .i do try my best to get the subjet and try to do it in best way .clearly i aint dumb but i does dumb in this stuff .urgh ! really really hate this feels .totally knowing myself aint going to pass or do okay in this subjet but even gotta push myself to do it but when facing the paper on the table .my mind totally goes blank .total Fuck off .i really wants to smash the table .seriously wants to yell that can i not doing this ? this is such a horroble feelings and right now i dont even know how many ''feelings'' that i wrote in this post ..
The worst thing in examinations process is i doing something that i shouldt done .yeap i have desperately wanna get pass on certain subjet but duh whatever just wish it didt turn out that scare as what i though even though its gonna to be bad but at least save me some face .siting with some bitches that i dislike about them in same class during the examinations .totally try to do the avoid thing on them but those bitches just wont shut the hell up .i feels like seriously wanna zip or rip their mouth from their table .FUCK IT .Seriously retarded I have enough endless and comes out from no where pressure,stress & tension already .and can you just shut the fuck up for once in your life .go back to your home and talks to the mirror .we dont wanna know whats going on with you WHORE ! I really sick and tired of it .comes to school early to sit for the exam and have to stay to the school for the next papers until almost 5pm .Do you know how tired is that ? the weather is sucks .too hot .have to face the dumbass high school drama .geez ! I already fucking graudated why the fuck i have to face those shitty things again !
My mind body mental pyshic whatever is tired .oh man .i aint moaning complaining or bitching in my own blog but you are not in my shoes you have no idea .fuck off ! i cursing a lots in this post .whatever fuck you bitches ! wish me and my real friends all the best in upcoming examinations wish y'll good luck and all blessing as well .love ya
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
really tired ..
Today its really tired ,last night I sleep pretty earlier because i needs to have the energy & whatever to face today first big exam SPM in my life .Urgh today its Bahasa Melayu Paper 1/2 & Sejarah 1 .Today wake up in 7am .then after prepare everything when I reach to school its already 7.25am .Anyway meet back to classmates it was a great thing because have the feelings of back to high school again .minus the 'school' part beause i only wants my friends not school haha ! so , friends of course include some bitches that i so not like them .but whatever wish them bad life in the exams haha .
This time I sit this exam in class not hall but its actually pretty cool thing .its more fun less pressure .the teacher is a female .she's chubby & funny haha ! the Bahasa Melayu of this year its actually lower standard compare to last year .DUH Thats bad thing which means in order .we have to get higher scores to get 'credit' and pass ! Urgh .totally Bullshit .the Paper 1 is alright .i doing sucks at the picture essay but doing not bad in selected essay .Then its the paper one is finish .me & zhi wei get out of school .go in rou & zhua car .my suggestion is grab Mcd As breakfast so she is soo nice and nice enough fetch us to greenland Mcd to buy Mcdonald ..i order O-Fish its ok only .to be honest the fast food quality of malaysia is become more sucks lately .getting worst .
Then go to Sejarah exam .the time its 11.10am - 12.10pm .I accidentally Fall asleep when i wake up my question paper is wet because its full of salivia .gross I know ! Anywa after the SJ exam .i go to my friend house to online .walking to there .and go back to school about 1.45am .the exam begin 2.00 - 4.30pm .I dont know but I did try my best to answer all question .so thats it .the exam is finish and dad fetch me gome
today is tired .urgh
This time I sit this exam in class not hall but its actually pretty cool thing .its more fun less pressure .the teacher is a female .she's chubby & funny haha ! the Bahasa Melayu of this year its actually lower standard compare to last year .DUH Thats bad thing which means in order .we have to get higher scores to get 'credit' and pass ! Urgh .totally Bullshit .the Paper 1 is alright .i doing sucks at the picture essay but doing not bad in selected essay .Then its the paper one is finish .me & zhi wei get out of school .go in rou & zhua car .my suggestion is grab Mcd As breakfast so she is soo nice and nice enough fetch us to greenland Mcd to buy Mcdonald ..i order O-Fish its ok only .to be honest the fast food quality of malaysia is become more sucks lately .getting worst .
Then go to Sejarah exam .the time its 11.10am - 12.10pm .I accidentally Fall asleep when i wake up my question paper is wet because its full of salivia .gross I know ! Anywa after the SJ exam .i go to my friend house to online .walking to there .and go back to school about 1.45am .the exam begin 2.00 - 4.30pm .I dont know but I did try my best to answer all question .so thats it .the exam is finish and dad fetch me gome
today is tired .urgh
Monday, November 10, 2008
its Coming Now !
SPM Is coming tomorrow .if you ask me a i nervous or scare.my answer would be No ! Yeah i shock that i am cocky to give you this answer but seriously I have nothing to afraid of .Call me stupid lazy bitch but I dont know why but i didt study at all .Which i really really should .this examinations results will determine the futures in my life .its a turning point but what the heck i didt apperciate it .while still doing others thing ? Maybe I know what i want and maybe i'm not a book smart .I know i am not stupid .In fact i consider myself a smart person.of course there's so much dumb actions that i made in my life ! but hella ! soo many people though that i should study because i am a study material and i believe it and for some reason i'm just not into the mood of study !
Maybe i am soo godamn not beware of what happen if i got a bad results ? this could possibli be the last examination in my life and I should believe it .Hella for the next couple hours in today I will really study ! No kidding but why i have the feelings that i'm just talking nonsense & not doing the right thing for once in my life ? Duh I dont know but the next couple hours in my life will prove it ! Work it bitches .bless me good luck
Oh I forgot to tell you guys that i dont believe in nonstop the sun & moon style studying and throw everything behind ur back & just holding a book in your hands .read until the last page .sista please i only read Tips .because i love 'tits' [another meaning] big tits hell yeah !
Maybe i am soo godamn not beware of what happen if i got a bad results ? this could possibli be the last examination in my life and I should believe it .Hella for the next couple hours in today I will really study ! No kidding but why i have the feelings that i'm just talking nonsense & not doing the right thing for once in my life ? Duh I dont know but the next couple hours in my life will prove it ! Work it bitches .bless me good luck
Oh I forgot to tell you guys that i dont believe in nonstop the sun & moon style studying and throw everything behind ur back & just holding a book in your hands .read until the last page .sista please i only read Tips .because i love 'tits' [another meaning] big tits hell yeah !
I finally Finish the Photo albums *
After A Week .buy the beautiful photo albums [total 4 cost RM120] .successfully find all out the oldies photos include some pieces that we are already forget .After a couple decent arranging photos moments and been through midnite while people sleeping & i still doing this .
YaY i finally manage to finish arranging all the photos into a beautiful new photo albums .I am extremely happy about my hardwork .you might think that arrage photos is a easy thing but let me tell you ! It could be easy but its going to be a mess .you just put the photos into a place & didt care about the meaning behind the back but if you really put your heart into it .make it the best thing in the world .arrange the photos by using the heart & soul with the years & 'theme' that you want .it become a master piece .when you looks back again you find it Bravo of what you do !
With the past hours that i buy and arrange this photo albums i know a new slogan that i made ! which is Money can Earn back but Memory cant ! no matter how rich you are ! This taugh me that we should appericiate somethings in our life that is very important .dont regret when you used to have it and didt appericate ! I am soo pleased & pleasure that i have this family.we might not be richest or whatever but i have the best parents & lovely sisters in this world who reallygive me the best time education in my entire life .they give me the best childhood that i can possibly want !
Relect to some richest people in this world .they are soo rich and can have whatever they want just by a snap in their hands but do they really happy ? even though we are miles than they are but i tell you right here .I have sooo much richest in the terms of memory and minds compare to them I have the happiest things in this world that they cant even compare .yes they are rich but do they happy as me ? Not at all ! I am a winner ! Thanks to god for giving me this amazing family & everything .I cant ask for more .Looking back to the old photos it such a touching things .some memories that we almost forgot in our life and now its bringing back to our brain !
Priceless !
YaY i finally manage to finish arranging all the photos into a beautiful new photo albums .I am extremely happy about my hardwork .you might think that arrage photos is a easy thing but let me tell you ! It could be easy but its going to be a mess .you just put the photos into a place & didt care about the meaning behind the back but if you really put your heart into it .make it the best thing in the world .arrange the photos by using the heart & soul with the years & 'theme' that you want .it become a master piece .when you looks back again you find it Bravo of what you do !
With the past hours that i buy and arrange this photo albums i know a new slogan that i made ! which is Money can Earn back but Memory cant ! no matter how rich you are ! This taugh me that we should appericiate somethings in our life that is very important .dont regret when you used to have it and didt appericate ! I am soo pleased & pleasure that i have this family.we might not be richest or whatever but i have the best parents & lovely sisters in this world who reallygive me the best time education in my entire life .they give me the best childhood that i can possibly want !
Relect to some richest people in this world .they are soo rich and can have whatever they want just by a snap in their hands but do they really happy ? even though we are miles than they are but i tell you right here .I have sooo much richest in the terms of memory and minds compare to them I have the happiest things in this world that they cant even compare .yes they are rich but do they happy as me ? Not at all ! I am a winner ! Thanks to god for giving me this amazing family & everything .I cant ask for more .Looking back to the old photos it such a touching things .some memories that we almost forgot in our life and now its bringing back to our brain !
Priceless !
Friday, November 7, 2008
Roadtrip *
Yesterday go out with parents & honey bee .from penang to another place .total times taken is over 2 hours on the way to sis Bee Lee home [with her hubby] because she's give born a daughter and its 12 days already .in the chinese ''culture'' my mom cooks something for her to like 'signifire' a symbol for her and future babies good lucks and stuff .
The road trip is pretty good .I and honey bee bonding in the car .we sleep for a bit and for lunch dad friend used to told my dad about the famous prawn in somekind of small kampung place .so at first we totally lost because there's no sign or whatever in there .when we wants to give up searching for that place .thankfully we found it .the lunch of today is seafood and OMFG .It was expensive and really not worthy at all .we kinda regret but at least we got a experience in here [not a good one haha] then we finally got to my brother in law a.k.a my sis hubby house .Another OMFG in that day .his house is really really really really BIG but of course lives with big family members but still a very big family
His house is beautiful and big .very comfortable and infront his house .they had the trees .fruits .for the first time in my life I take the mango by my own hands haha but like climbing but using certain tools .it was yummy and big juicy mango .bravo ! Oh i also received angpoa from sis & her mother in law .hehe !!! anyway back to butterworth we go to aeon mall and dad had to wait for someone [works] and we sit in old own drink coffee .i order a ice blended and i also buy mcdonald ice cream yumm .
Yesterday was awesome but a bit tired though .this roadtrip totally worth thanks to my dad and mom
The road trip is pretty good .I and honey bee bonding in the car .we sleep for a bit and for lunch dad friend used to told my dad about the famous prawn in somekind of small kampung place .so at first we totally lost because there's no sign or whatever in there .when we wants to give up searching for that place .thankfully we found it .the lunch of today is seafood and OMFG .It was expensive and really not worthy at all .we kinda regret but at least we got a experience in here [not a good one haha] then we finally got to my brother in law a.k.a my sis hubby house .Another OMFG in that day .his house is really really really really BIG but of course lives with big family members but still a very big family
His house is beautiful and big .very comfortable and infront his house .they had the trees .fruits .for the first time in my life I take the mango by my own hands haha but like climbing but using certain tools .it was yummy and big juicy mango .bravo ! Oh i also received angpoa from sis & her mother in law .hehe !!! anyway back to butterworth we go to aeon mall and dad had to wait for someone [works] and we sit in old own drink coffee .i order a ice blended and i also buy mcdonald ice cream yumm .
Yesterday was awesome but a bit tired though .this roadtrip totally worth thanks to my dad and mom
The Infamous Human scale
On a Scale of 10 ! If its perfect then the score is perfect 10 ! if its great then its must between 8-9 .if good then its between 7-5 .if its alright or not really then its 4-3 .if its worst and hate it then its 2 until 0 .
This scale is been create since there's human being in this world .mostly is using in mathematics & education but the truth is Its using in human themself .people judging things and other people is using this measurement inside their head .judge a people based on their appearances personalities & impression the feelings that the person give you when you meet them .after a while the scale will increase or decrease then its really depends because its always changing but there's always some that keep on the same scale scores .but it could be good or BAD ! This basic living human scale .we usually only express to others people when we talks about the environment .the opposite sex .stuff and fashion ! The judgement and 'scale' we never really share with other people .its secretly become ourself properties .even you deny that you never judge on other people but you never really know that you always give your scale !
How about me ? I used to give every people in this world i meet a complete full scale of 10.which means that in the beginging everyone have a '10' in their scale .after time past .mosty will minus their points due of the things that happens and what i see and heard .in the end i will conclude their remaining scores .the person that have the most 'scores' will be the people who i close with .But do you see the word USED ? Which means that its the past .
Right now i am not like that again because after soo many 'experience' in life .i learn that you cant give a person perfect 10 since the beinging because if you do .its makes you dumb and believe on them even they are still remain mystery .After being hurt you just minus their scores .then you really stupidd it makes you a loser ! Now i know this ...I change my 'scale' when i meet people in the scale i give them 0 because i believe that everything come from nothing .thats why we should 'scaling' people on 0 first .then after the time past .we can choose to add the scores into their 'scale' and choose who is a real friend who's not ! Life time learning experience i just get it .still in junior year .how about you ?
This scale is been create since there's human being in this world .mostly is using in mathematics & education but the truth is Its using in human themself .people judging things and other people is using this measurement inside their head .judge a people based on their appearances personalities & impression the feelings that the person give you when you meet them .after a while the scale will increase or decrease then its really depends because its always changing but there's always some that keep on the same scale scores .but it could be good or BAD ! This basic living human scale .we usually only express to others people when we talks about the environment .the opposite sex .stuff and fashion ! The judgement and 'scale' we never really share with other people .its secretly become ourself properties .even you deny that you never judge on other people but you never really know that you always give your scale !
How about me ? I used to give every people in this world i meet a complete full scale of 10.which means that in the beginging everyone have a '10' in their scale .after time past .mosty will minus their points due of the things that happens and what i see and heard .in the end i will conclude their remaining scores .the person that have the most 'scores' will be the people who i close with .But do you see the word USED ? Which means that its the past .
Right now i am not like that again because after soo many 'experience' in life .i learn that you cant give a person perfect 10 since the beinging because if you do .its makes you dumb and believe on them even they are still remain mystery .After being hurt you just minus their scores .then you really stupidd it makes you a loser ! Now i know this ...I change my 'scale' when i meet people in the scale i give them 0 because i believe that everything come from nothing .thats why we should 'scaling' people on 0 first .then after the time past .we can choose to add the scores into their 'scale' and choose who is a real friend who's not ! Life time learning experience i just get it .still in junior year .how about you ?
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
I Win a Award !!!
Thanks you my Friend Justin for list me in the TOP 10 BLOGGER ! Even i didt win it but at least i am the top 10 finalist !!! He is true about the description about me .I also must admit that my blogs have a lots of grammar mistakes & foul langauge but i cant help the fact that i likes to cursing .you bitches !! hahaanyway Even my blog isnt popular and only my friends know this but i am proud of being a blogger ! wish i can write more great stuff in the future
XOXO
A Novel
I never a fan of reading specially novel books and even comics with entertainment & fashion magazine is exception ! During i am early time of teenagers I saw my sisters romantics novels in her rooms that time i am pretty bored and remember everything sisters read them .they seem to enjoy the books .falling in love with it .My girls classmates also big fans of romantic novels .secretly reading while teacher writing in the blackboard !
I really have no idea why they attrack to that novel soo much .whats attracked them soo much ? I mean it just a book with thousand heavy pages ! I really dont understand. I remember a day in 2001 or something .I borrow a novel from my sister .it was a love story and that novel have over thousand pages with millions word the words is soo small .yet ! soo godamn much .I try to read through the pages but when i reading to page 3 I almost falling alseep .gosh ! it was sleepy .i think i know why girls love to read .maybe its the imagination or whatever but even i am big fans of IMAGINATION .i never into this type of stuff .
From my reading history .minus the wasting money entertaiment magazines .I remember i only COMPLETELY finish reading 4 books in my entire life .First & second its actually not a novel .its a novel that contains many life knowledge include sex love and relationship .that writer is amazing .the drawing that i see in the book is awesome .really artistic and beautiful .this probably the time when i falling in love .the third novel that i read is actually a ghost story books,its call the eyes .copying the movie name .the ghost stories is alright .some are boring .some i read before and some pretty surpising but i gotta admit that i skip some lol !
The fourth novel which is what i read in yesterday FYI i only using less than 3 hours to complete reading that book .the book is call GOD BLACKLIST .the books is about the horroble serial killers in america ! the way they treat & kill people is extremely cruel .the most digusting thing is they eat human body YUCK ! But they are actually pretty sad because their childhood is really really sad .some been abuse by their own parents or even grandma ! their family members treat them like a animal and call them retarded .some killers is actually coud being a normal human but due of the circumstance its force them to be like this ! the saddest thing is the victims .most of the victims did nothing to deserves to die like this .after finish reading this novel i dont feels very well .its not because its brutal but its because seeing how cruel human being can be ! That is the fourth novel that i read .it was great one but i skip some pages about pyshologi haha
Maybe i have the potential reading novel .being a fans but i much perfer being a outdoors active outspoken person which i really am !
I really have no idea why they attrack to that novel soo much .whats attracked them soo much ? I mean it just a book with thousand heavy pages ! I really dont understand. I remember a day in 2001 or something .I borrow a novel from my sister .it was a love story and that novel have over thousand pages with millions word the words is soo small .yet ! soo godamn much .I try to read through the pages but when i reading to page 3 I almost falling alseep .gosh ! it was sleepy .i think i know why girls love to read .maybe its the imagination or whatever but even i am big fans of IMAGINATION .i never into this type of stuff .
From my reading history .minus the wasting money entertaiment magazines .I remember i only COMPLETELY finish reading 4 books in my entire life .First & second its actually not a novel .its a novel that contains many life knowledge include sex love and relationship .that writer is amazing .the drawing that i see in the book is awesome .really artistic and beautiful .this probably the time when i falling in love .the third novel that i read is actually a ghost story books,its call the eyes .copying the movie name .the ghost stories is alright .some are boring .some i read before and some pretty surpising but i gotta admit that i skip some lol !
The fourth novel which is what i read in yesterday FYI i only using less than 3 hours to complete reading that book .the book is call GOD BLACKLIST .the books is about the horroble serial killers in america ! the way they treat & kill people is extremely cruel .the most digusting thing is they eat human body YUCK ! But they are actually pretty sad because their childhood is really really sad .some been abuse by their own parents or even grandma ! their family members treat them like a animal and call them retarded .some killers is actually coud being a normal human but due of the circumstance its force them to be like this ! the saddest thing is the victims .most of the victims did nothing to deserves to die like this .after finish reading this novel i dont feels very well .its not because its brutal but its because seeing how cruel human being can be ! That is the fourth novel that i read .it was great one but i skip some pages about pyshologi haha
Maybe i have the potential reading novel .being a fans but i much perfer being a outdoors active outspoken person which i really am !
I need Focus !
I need FOCUS ! I am not saying that i am cocky or what but I think i am a smart person [you probably roll your eyes right now] I aint a stupid person and i believe someday i will be successful .watching the apperantice & malaysia version The Firm .seeing the candidates making mistakes in their task .I always said that how come they can make this kind of stupid stuff ? they should know that it decision isnt right .I wonder those high education people .arent they supposed be smarter ? or maybe they get nervous and out of control in national television !
The worst thing is they never learn their mistakes from past tasks that been given .repeating same mistakes .over and over again ! My mind told me that even i still in studying but come on the ideas & works that they represent i at least can be better than them ! For least .I think i am creative & have soo much ideas that wanna represent .I know what the sosial market wants ! They are working in their industry for many years they have the experience about this but how come they can make such mistakes ?! or sometimes dont even know what the heck themself doing
For that point i think that if i in that reality show .i been win because i would provide much better overall concept & have all the potential in the world.call me cocky .maybe it isnt that easys what we seeing on TV .maybe when it downs to you .its really difficult and we are talking bullshit infront our tv and call other people stupid ! This time i disagreed with my own opinion because i DO think that they are stupid ! This blog spot is not about how i critic other people works but its actually critic myself
I know that i am smart but for some reason why i cant focus on study ? the time arrived soon ! less than a week its SPM Already.until today i still didt really study at all .i just hang out with friends have fun around .watching tv .online and read magazine ! Yesterday i google SPM tips thats it ! Only ! I need the god to give me the word study .so i can make it someday but i cant relay on god because the song is called ALL BY MYSELF !!! I love the upper east sider lifestyle.the rich famous and the glamorous and all of this requires you to be a rich person .for least you can afford something that you want ~ I dont have rich parents or whatever .so if i needs to study hard and get myself a great job with high paid in future .I know what i want but i jsut cant make it
WHY ? GOD HELP ME
The worst thing is they never learn their mistakes from past tasks that been given .repeating same mistakes .over and over again ! My mind told me that even i still in studying but come on the ideas & works that they represent i at least can be better than them ! For least .I think i am creative & have soo much ideas that wanna represent .I know what the sosial market wants ! They are working in their industry for many years they have the experience about this but how come they can make such mistakes ?! or sometimes dont even know what the heck themself doing
For that point i think that if i in that reality show .i been win because i would provide much better overall concept & have all the potential in the world.call me cocky .maybe it isnt that easys what we seeing on TV .maybe when it downs to you .its really difficult and we are talking bullshit infront our tv and call other people stupid ! This time i disagreed with my own opinion because i DO think that they are stupid ! This blog spot is not about how i critic other people works but its actually critic myself
I know that i am smart but for some reason why i cant focus on study ? the time arrived soon ! less than a week its SPM Already.until today i still didt really study at all .i just hang out with friends have fun around .watching tv .online and read magazine ! Yesterday i google SPM tips thats it ! Only ! I need the god to give me the word study .so i can make it someday but i cant relay on god because the song is called ALL BY MYSELF !!! I love the upper east sider lifestyle.the rich famous and the glamorous and all of this requires you to be a rich person .for least you can afford something that you want ~ I dont have rich parents or whatever .so if i needs to study hard and get myself a great job with high paid in future .I know what i want but i jsut cant make it
WHY ? GOD HELP ME
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Priceless Photos Memory
I dont have much money lately because during this year i spends a lots of money on Fashion & hang out with friends so i didt save my money ! Its been almost 2 weeks from now since graudation I decided to wash out all the photos that i takes total 150++ [minus some that i didt included] and i also wash some personal & family photos .The total cost of the photos is about RM85 .its actually pretty cheap since its only RM0.50 a photo only ! I think that i needs to brough a beautiful photos album to fill in the photos.So i join sisters to pragin mall popular to buy a 4 In 1 Beautiful [really beautiful] that would fill 240 photos inside that about RM29.90 !
I already counts the money that costs both things is RM115 .To me specially at this moment where i nearly brooke This is a big money but i really think that its really worth because memory is priceless and no matter how much money you have you still can buy it .while you can work and get the money back ! this is my theory & i am loving it .some people might think that i waste those money like i can saves all those photos on the website or inside my computers but let me tell you .the 'feelings'' of having the photos in your hands its much differents .it just cant explain and you feels that you 'own them'
I fill all the photos inside my photo album and there's still some space .so i open up my babies & little times photo album and decided to remove them all to my new photobucket & sisters wedding photos as well ! While looking through the old time photos .when i was little i am really cute [<- i'm not cocky but i am serious about it] and then look back to my family members and reliaze OH i used to be like this .its really funny .i really missed the old time .if i had to born ! i choose 1970's ---1990's not 21th century because i feels that nowdays the childrens is not that same innocent anymore and they always playing online games and didt interract with others childrens that much .sometimes looking through the old photos you might wanna cry becase seeing the people we love is in our photos and now that they are gone .even the time pass soo fast but we just feels like its yesterday .that person still in our sholder .no matter how many years that person is gone but we still feels that he/she is next to ours !
It remind me some sort of Credit card commerical .I remember the line is 'PRICELESS .THERES SOMETHING YOU CANT BUY'' i love this quote .it is amazing .explain all the things .one of my favourite part is you already forget something in your life and when you find back the photos you just really happy and laugh about who you used to be ! even its the same person but you still can laugh at yourself of what you used to wear and your body size .most of your reaction is OMFG i used to be like this .sometimes desperately wanna back to the way who we used to be and the person that being next with us but except ! except there's time machine without the memory inside our head .photos is second best things !!!
We see how time pass .we try to slow them down because we have too much things in our life didt do it or feels regret of didt appeciate it .the person that we wanna said thanks you or i love you in our life .suddenly we forgot to said it .there's just one way ! it is photos memory while hands in your body with the photos album .feelings like having it back again ! PRICELESS
I already counts the money that costs both things is RM115 .To me specially at this moment where i nearly brooke This is a big money but i really think that its really worth because memory is priceless and no matter how much money you have you still can buy it .while you can work and get the money back ! this is my theory & i am loving it .some people might think that i waste those money like i can saves all those photos on the website or inside my computers but let me tell you .the 'feelings'' of having the photos in your hands its much differents .it just cant explain and you feels that you 'own them'
I fill all the photos inside my photo album and there's still some space .so i open up my babies & little times photo album and decided to remove them all to my new photobucket & sisters wedding photos as well ! While looking through the old time photos .when i was little i am really cute [<- i'm not cocky but i am serious about it] and then look back to my family members and reliaze OH i used to be like this .its really funny .i really missed the old time .if i had to born ! i choose 1970's ---1990's not 21th century because i feels that nowdays the childrens is not that same innocent anymore and they always playing online games and didt interract with others childrens that much .sometimes looking through the old photos you might wanna cry becase seeing the people we love is in our photos and now that they are gone .even the time pass soo fast but we just feels like its yesterday .that person still in our sholder .no matter how many years that person is gone but we still feels that he/she is next to ours !
It remind me some sort of Credit card commerical .I remember the line is 'PRICELESS .THERES SOMETHING YOU CANT BUY'' i love this quote .it is amazing .explain all the things .one of my favourite part is you already forget something in your life and when you find back the photos you just really happy and laugh about who you used to be ! even its the same person but you still can laugh at yourself of what you used to wear and your body size .most of your reaction is OMFG i used to be like this .sometimes desperately wanna back to the way who we used to be and the person that being next with us but except ! except there's time machine without the memory inside our head .photos is second best things !!!
We see how time pass .we try to slow them down because we have too much things in our life didt do it or feels regret of didt appeciate it .the person that we wanna said thanks you or i love you in our life .suddenly we forgot to said it .there's just one way ! it is photos memory while hands in your body with the photos album .feelings like having it back again ! PRICELESS
Monday, November 3, 2008
Quit !!!
Okay ! For the next 3 weeks .I probably Quit the Internet because i had to study real hard to makes my dream come true ! Godamn it .its SPM dude WTF you still online ? Anyway i will still open the labtop but only limit myself less than 1 hour a day but in thrusday it will be different because i will watch American's Next Top Model & Blogging .see ya bitches
A Rush ? & Happy Sunday
Last nite.I'm soo tired so didt blogging !
Yesterday is sunday .this sunday is pretty rush & happy ! why is that ? because in the morning dad take care his document thing of his office when we go out .its like 11 am already .so we have to cancel the eat dim sum plan .because we are too late .then we dont know what to eat and dad drive the car arounds air itam and to be honest i really dislike the foods there and there's traffic jam around there and its get kinda annoying !
after eating the food [i dont like it .its a bit gross] we go to grandma house .i brough my photos that wash out in saturday wanna share with my cousin pei qing but she isnt there because she hang out with her friends .so i share the photos with pei pei & pei wen LOL .the sun is soo hot .i sweating soo much .and cant stand it so we leave and fetch auntie to her work [the most hardworker person in my life who also my sis lee lin godmother] we brough honey bee to get a nice haircut .while we and mother have a little shopping haha ...around 3pm i ask my dad fetch me to queensbay mall because i have job interview .so i first go to meet my sis bee lee and she ask me to interview some job first and she meet me up later ! I interivew for Bilaboom. cleen davis .Guess.Gap,Espirit,Padini,Orlando & quicksilver ! I dont know why but i have feelings that i cant get neither of them .i'm fat and the worst part is i forgot to wear long jeans because i wear a white short pants Urgh !
Later sister go to lunch and i join her to Old town and i also go to wash the photos .the total cost of the photos combine yesterday is RM85 .[167 photos] is actually cheap not expensive but its still many money to me .poor me ! then dixon my uncle fetch me home and auntie join them as well .back to the house i dont know why but i am just soo tired but i didt sleep coz i have fun time with my uncle lol .
about 7pm .after my sis bee lee come back .we all 9 person go to dinner .my dad favourite place .to be honest .i'm not a fans of that place .i actully dislike it because i think its sucks .and i glad my parents finally reliaze it sucks now ! after finish me .bee lin & lee lin .we three together to prangin mall and buy some stuff and i brough a beautiful photos album ! after back home we watch TVB drama & chat with parents .
thats it love love
Yesterday is sunday .this sunday is pretty rush & happy ! why is that ? because in the morning dad take care his document thing of his office when we go out .its like 11 am already .so we have to cancel the eat dim sum plan .because we are too late .then we dont know what to eat and dad drive the car arounds air itam and to be honest i really dislike the foods there and there's traffic jam around there and its get kinda annoying !
after eating the food [i dont like it .its a bit gross] we go to grandma house .i brough my photos that wash out in saturday wanna share with my cousin pei qing but she isnt there because she hang out with her friends .so i share the photos with pei pei & pei wen LOL .the sun is soo hot .i sweating soo much .and cant stand it so we leave and fetch auntie to her work [the most hardworker person in my life who also my sis lee lin godmother] we brough honey bee to get a nice haircut .while we and mother have a little shopping haha ...around 3pm i ask my dad fetch me to queensbay mall because i have job interview .so i first go to meet my sis bee lee and she ask me to interview some job first and she meet me up later ! I interivew for Bilaboom. cleen davis .Guess.Gap,Espirit,Padini,Orlando & quicksilver ! I dont know why but i have feelings that i cant get neither of them .i'm fat and the worst part is i forgot to wear long jeans because i wear a white short pants Urgh !
Later sister go to lunch and i join her to Old town and i also go to wash the photos .the total cost of the photos combine yesterday is RM85 .[167 photos] is actually cheap not expensive but its still many money to me .poor me ! then dixon my uncle fetch me home and auntie join them as well .back to the house i dont know why but i am just soo tired but i didt sleep coz i have fun time with my uncle lol .
about 7pm .after my sis bee lee come back .we all 9 person go to dinner .my dad favourite place .to be honest .i'm not a fans of that place .i actully dislike it because i think its sucks .and i glad my parents finally reliaze it sucks now ! after finish me .bee lin & lee lin .we three together to prangin mall and buy some stuff and i brough a beautiful photos album ! after back home we watch TVB drama & chat with parents .
thats it love love
I though I find back something but I actually lost it long time ago
Last friday when parents back .they 'brough' a 'surpise' which is craig .clement [honey bee] brother.At first i am really happy that he is come back to our house because when he born .after sis fetch him from hospital .he's really weak and little .we raise him into a healthy baby !
In middle of this year due of some personal reason .my mother is tired and cant take care 2 babies at same time .so my brother in law bring craig to his mother house .ever since he live from there and didt come back anymore ! I really missed him because he is part of this family .but last friday I reliaze that something isnt the same anymore ! I though that he still belongs to here .but only 1 hours and we reliaze that even he is the same baby that we used to taking care of but his behavior & personalities is differents right now ! Feels that he dont belong to this world of our life ,The way that he live up is belong to his grandma lifestyle right now and we cant accept that
We wants the baby who is active but still can get us some free space in our life but craig is change .now he become more annoying .hyper active & yelling around the house .he fighting with his brother clement [honey bee] ! It makes us heache and cant even let us rest for a bit .this makes us really really tired .In the original plan .we going to take care him until sunday nite and fetch him back but PLAN CHANGES ! In saturday evening We decided to bring him back because we think that he is not the baby who we used to take care .we still love him but things are differents right now !
When we bring him back to his grandma house .his reaction is like back to the place that he belongs to ! I though at the point i will sad but sudddenly i feels that it was the right thing to do .i glad he suit that place well because he deserves to have ! but my only regret is I ''lost'' him .
In middle of this year due of some personal reason .my mother is tired and cant take care 2 babies at same time .so my brother in law bring craig to his mother house .ever since he live from there and didt come back anymore ! I really missed him because he is part of this family .but last friday I reliaze that something isnt the same anymore ! I though that he still belongs to here .but only 1 hours and we reliaze that even he is the same baby that we used to taking care of but his behavior & personalities is differents right now ! Feels that he dont belong to this world of our life ,The way that he live up is belong to his grandma lifestyle right now and we cant accept that
We wants the baby who is active but still can get us some free space in our life but craig is change .now he become more annoying .hyper active & yelling around the house .he fighting with his brother clement [honey bee] ! It makes us heache and cant even let us rest for a bit .this makes us really really tired .In the original plan .we going to take care him until sunday nite and fetch him back but PLAN CHANGES ! In saturday evening We decided to bring him back because we think that he is not the baby who we used to take care .we still love him but things are differents right now !
When we bring him back to his grandma house .his reaction is like back to the place that he belongs to ! I though at the point i will sad but sudddenly i feels that it was the right thing to do .i glad he suit that place well because he deserves to have ! but my only regret is I ''lost'' him .
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