Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year




Wish you all merry christmas & happy new year


I love my new life but still miss some of my friends .i hope y'll still remember me


Monday, December 22, 2008

Working in GAP !

I got my job at GAP in friday and offically work in Saturday .
In friday when i got the phonecall i seriously scream because i am soo happy and thirll its what i want this is the job I want to represent GAP .that night i couldt sleep and very nervious and scare

In Saturday its my first day of working .I meet new people and i learn a lots of things about fashion size cutting and others I am sweating because i am really nervous .i feels like a idiot when i failed to do my best but at least i try .its my first day the stuff are nice .they said they wont scream or yell at me when i did mistake .instead they wil teach me how to fix it and help me solve the problems ! also dont feels herritage to ask any question

Today I starts to talks to them and they are pretty friendly .starts to know their character and personalities and try to bonding .i think today my working performances is pretty good in my opinion even though i did something sucky but i think is still good but not great .opps i just love GAP i brough a low rise straight fit skinny jeans OMFG it was amazing .and a GAP T .its total 295.00 its expensive but its worth .i love it .i know its big money for me but i gotta use it because money can earn back .i also want to brough my parents a CNY clothes after i received my first month salary before CNY ! i want to surpise them

wishme all the best

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Second time a charm ?

I think that its over and i just feels suck and dont have hope
but yesterday i got a call from GAP .she told me for the second interview for today in Queensbay Mall .i am very happy to received that phone call then i ask my family about this and sisters said that its a good thing of second interview!

Today i am very nervous .anyway walk into Gap The supervisior Christine & Gabriel is standing there and its kinda busy but of course they got some stuff in there .anyway christine up for my second interview .i must said that she' serious & tough .she ask me soo many questions and ask me describe myself and why i choose this fashion retail line and of course i am nervous but i try my best to act to being calm cool and charm ! She explain and tells me a lots of the gap system/rules and stuff like that she also give me gap phone number and her number !

The dumbest things is the last question i ask her is am i gonna have high percentage of get this job and she answer me back with this '' i explain you that much and i also give you phone number '' do you think you have high percentage ?
shit i am soo dumb should know .its embraassing anyway before that she told me to prepare and grooming i hope i can get this job

i really hope its truth if not i am gonna shoot myself

Monday, December 15, 2008

Do you Know how I feels ?

Do you know how i feels ?! Do you treat me as your real friend ? Do you think that i am not a good person ? Do you really know ? I have some vibe of rub people in wrong way and most time i am being munderstood I might try to be funny but i didt reliaze that sometimes i heart certain people feelings or it sounds sacarcastic to them .I didt meant to do that .I dont know that what happen and i am not sure why you think its offensive but i do know how to said sorry

I wish that i could know how to speak better because if i am a great speaker .i could speak out about how i want to express .something words or sentences cant really explain what you try to present and it makes me feels sucks

I will improve myself and go a longer way in my life

Life is Hard but you can try to make it happy

Life is hard .many things in our life that we cannot expect .many times things doesnt turn out like what we hope .we are not the god of luck .we cannot determine how our luck goes and can the things turn out like what we want ! but i know that there's such choice in this world which we have the right and way to make ourself be more happy positive & happy .

Sometimes in our life something happen we dont know what to do .there is 2 ways to face the problems that we had one is look at the bad side .the other is look at the bright side .which side do you choose is really based of yourself .anyone force you to pick neither but in the end you still going to make the choice that what you going to believe in .make sure that you dont feels regret afterward .dont blame others for the choice

My life is hard and everyone life is hard with some rich teenagers as a expection .marjority of those rich kids just know how to spend money from their parents 'plastic' and dont know how hard is to earn money or how to use in proper way i used to desperately wish i am some sort of rich kids born from a rich family but right now at this moment i just reliaze that i am soo please that i am not born from that kind of family .they can have whatever they want in their life with just a snap sounds of their finger but i told you I am more happy than what they ever can .i have something tha money cant buy which is a love family .i am a love child !

Life is hard .we will been through a lots of circumstance and hard from our life but it makes us to be a better and major person this will help us grow

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

The Most stressing Times in my life

I am extremely stressing right now ! I dont have any job right now and today i'm going to interviews in queesbay mall and i am doing sucks .i am not skinny i am not tall and i am not good looking .what the heck am i gonna do .i dont know but i cant express how i feels right now .it is soo stressful .i have feelings that i will not get any job right now .i cant even know how to describe what i want to said but it just soo streesful .cry me a river if i didt get any job i will die

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Starts over again

My life is starts over again .graudated & finishing my SPM exams .everything is over right now all the sad happy thrill heartbreaking hilarious annoyed 6 years in chung hwa school now is finally over .at this point have some happy and sad moment .somethings really great & thrill about what happen in my future but other time really worried and miss the past .people who is successful will never stay at the same point pit stop in their life ! so if you wanna be successful you gotta move on & step out of your comfort zone and continue your next journey

we can never expect whats really happens next in our life ,sometimes the more you expect the more you will dissapointed .thats why dont put too much hopes in your life .must know yourself before you made every decision .sometimes you think that a small mistake wont harm you but in certain circumstance all those past time mistakes might haute your life at the same time and might makes you losing everything till the breaking points .this is the reason where you must think wisely before everythings hands infront you .to be accept or cancel is your choice .at the end of the day the person who will deserve this is alll by yourself .good or bad you will never know but make sure you wont regret .

typing all those things wise that myself who can learn at least some knowledge of lifes but its such a scarcastic because whenever you think you may know it but you actually dont .having a great friend or family besides you is the best gift .some people will never like you and they dont ever have a single reason to understand why they dislike you but they just dont like you at all .whatever you decision is and how you change to makes them like you .everything seems to be worthless at your end of the day .dont waste your time and you are not god .some bitches are meant to be meet in our life .dont fool yourself with too nice atutude .

Now its all starts over again i dont know who will i meet in my life in next pit stop .i just wish that things will become nicer this time .i know it wont be easy but i know this time i wont be a victim anymore .wish eveyone all the best .

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Congratulations to myself

Congratulations to myself all you sexy bitches because my annoying SPM exam is Finally finish .if you ask me am i done well and have any regret and i dont know how to answer you because i never really ever think of this question but i gotta admit that i didt workhard and i cant expect for good results .i just hope that everything going well and it wont effect my future carrer thats it .and for those who think that they didt work harder in spm please dont have hard time with yourself and for those who workhard in spm .please celebrate for finish the spm for those who didt care about spm .go suck yourself .and for those who dont know how to shut your mouth in spm please go fuck yourself and go to hell .bitch i wish you have bad future because you such a trash loser shit !
i wish all the people that nice to me deserves to have a great time celebrate a little with the finish examination and have fun with it .love ya