Now working in JS [jefferson] I never though that i'm gonna learn so many things .it also shape up some of my personalities aspect ,learn the way to be more friendly ,the fashion tips ,the way to arrange and some like it .The stuff are nice to me ,I make friends to everyone ,Its actually better than what i expect
Today I get my uniform ,is short pant + Polo T + Converse shoes .I need to 'give up' my jeans and branded shirts and shoes ,Its all new now .Is funny because i didt starv myself anymore like what i used to during working in gap ,now i reliaze i dont chase for branded anymore
Good ...for chances .,wish me all the best
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
I think I in love with someone
I think i in love with someone
I think that the feelings is right ,i think that this time is finally my time And i think that i should grab the chances to apperciate it .
I wish that It can goes the way i want but we will never know what happen ,I hope she know what i think and have the same feelings as i do .I dont afriad to show the feelings to her but same time i think that if we meant to me we will if not then be friends
It still too early to judge but i hope i am right because i dont think i will wrong this time
If you ask me why i love her ,sorry but i couldt give you the exact answer because when you love someone you cant explain why ,the feelings just love ,the only word in the world can express LOVE
I think that the feelings is right ,i think that this time is finally my time And i think that i should grab the chances to apperciate it .
I wish that It can goes the way i want but we will never know what happen ,I hope she know what i think and have the same feelings as i do .I dont afriad to show the feelings to her but same time i think that if we meant to me we will if not then be friends
It still too early to judge but i hope i am right because i dont think i will wrong this time
If you ask me why i love her ,sorry but i couldt give you the exact answer because when you love someone you cant explain why ,the feelings just love ,the only word in the world can express LOVE
New Job New enviroment New Atitude New Begin
After the 'great' experience on Gap ,Now I work in another fashion shop but this time it isnt branded shop ,turns our its a local brand that call Jefferson.
Of course the paid isnt good as Gap but I must said that the people are pretty nice to me ,The works isnt complicated ,I sure learn something from past job which i can apply in this one but we need to fit and follow the way when you move onto different place and job right ?
Today is the first day ,It just weird because i already click with them which is great because i feels like i know them for a long time .they taught me and just all nice to me ,I hope everything goes that way in the future ,Wish me all the best
Of course the paid isnt good as Gap but I must said that the people are pretty nice to me ,The works isnt complicated ,I sure learn something from past job which i can apply in this one but we need to fit and follow the way when you move onto different place and job right ?
Today is the first day ,It just weird because i already click with them which is great because i feels like i know them for a long time .they taught me and just all nice to me ,I hope everything goes that way in the future ,Wish me all the best
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Straight guy Fashion 101
I know this sounds weird but since i have some time now ,so I decided to make a post about straight guy Fashion 101 ,Most people think that those guys who know how to dress up themself or stylish is gay .But now the world has changes ,We can maintain to be smart,stylish,simplistic but still expensive & Straight !
The looks that i personally going for is to find your personal style ,Many people suggest to follow the hottest latest trend so that you can looks chic & trendy but do you reliaze that not everything can suits you ?! My personal advice is to read more men magazine such as GQ or looks at the way those metrosexual celebrities dress ,the way they dress is pretty simple but it is very Fashion forward & smart . Some guy thinks that a straight guy dont need to take care of his fashion because there's so uncall but i have to tell you that its totally wrong ,some guy already are teenagers but they still wearing the stuff that their parents buy for them .I know that we must respect our parents but when you grow up ,you need to have your own opinion and know the way you do .of course we still keep the respecto .
Now I think the 5 things that a man must know is Simple is the best .I strongly suggest you must at least have 3 branded items on your closet .Trust me ! you probably that it just materialistic but its needed .in this world ,many people judge the books by its cover so we need to package ourself as best as we can .
*** THINGS YOU MUST HAVE ***
- 3 Pairs of Great jeans ! remember to buy the simple design ,not the hip hop or whatever because it will makes you looks cheap .Straight fit is the classic cutting of man jeans ,Now there's a skinny jeans which is pretty popular but you have to know that not everyone suit to wear that jeans because if its too tight then you will be 'Gay-ish' & Fashion victim which is a worse thing .I suggest Slim fit because the cutting is in between of Straight & Skinny jeans ,it will looks good on you and makes you looks smart .About the colour one ,I suggest to pick darker colour because it will makes you looks better,it also can help you which can match the clothes or shirt easily than lighter colour
- 2 Shirts ,A Military shirts that have pocket & a classic fit shirt will do just fine ,you can hang out with your girlfriend or go to semi-formal party like MTV style ,or you can even wear to important dinner ,high class place to attend some event .it makes you looks smart ,clean & nice
- Some Cool or Branded T-shirts .You can have some Funcky words or cute design in your T-shirt but not over the top or hip-hop ish ,Some people said that buying branded is just like buying a branded to wear ,Thats pretty true .Armani.Guess.H & M.Gap.Espirit Etc those will do just fine just keep it simple & fresh
- Polo T ! It will very important ,you must at least have 2 ,Black & White is the classic yet is the best choice ,if you like other bright colour like orange.pink or purple you can try it on but make sure you look good on them because you dont want to look like wearing somebody things right ? another great thing about polo T is whenever you go to Job interview or some event ,it will helps your apperances than a t-shirt .
- A great pairs of Sport shoes & sneakers .you will wearing them all day long & it should be the most comfortable and best
- Undies , Some guy still wearing the triangle underwear & based on most research ,women perfer their men to wear boxer brief or boxer because it looks sexier and boxer brief is so much more comfortable & 'free' than the classic triangle underwear .it also can maintain your body health
- Some accessories Such as necklaces sunglass or ring ,but make sure they are as simple as it can be ,in order to help you maintain the imagine that you going for
My conclusion is you can follow the trend but same time you still must have your own personal style ,combine those two together ,you will get all those woman attention ,it will helps you in all aspects in life .remember Simplistic.Smart.Sexuality. !
The looks that i personally going for is to find your personal style ,Many people suggest to follow the hottest latest trend so that you can looks chic & trendy but do you reliaze that not everything can suits you ?! My personal advice is to read more men magazine such as GQ or looks at the way those metrosexual celebrities dress ,the way they dress is pretty simple but it is very Fashion forward & smart . Some guy thinks that a straight guy dont need to take care of his fashion because there's so uncall but i have to tell you that its totally wrong ,some guy already are teenagers but they still wearing the stuff that their parents buy for them .I know that we must respect our parents but when you grow up ,you need to have your own opinion and know the way you do .of course we still keep the respecto .
Now I think the 5 things that a man must know is Simple is the best .I strongly suggest you must at least have 3 branded items on your closet .Trust me ! you probably that it just materialistic but its needed .in this world ,many people judge the books by its cover so we need to package ourself as best as we can .
*** THINGS YOU MUST HAVE ***
- 3 Pairs of Great jeans ! remember to buy the simple design ,not the hip hop or whatever because it will makes you looks cheap .Straight fit is the classic cutting of man jeans ,Now there's a skinny jeans which is pretty popular but you have to know that not everyone suit to wear that jeans because if its too tight then you will be 'Gay-ish' & Fashion victim which is a worse thing .I suggest Slim fit because the cutting is in between of Straight & Skinny jeans ,it will looks good on you and makes you looks smart .About the colour one ,I suggest to pick darker colour because it will makes you looks better,it also can help you which can match the clothes or shirt easily than lighter colour
- 2 Shirts ,A Military shirts that have pocket & a classic fit shirt will do just fine ,you can hang out with your girlfriend or go to semi-formal party like MTV style ,or you can even wear to important dinner ,high class place to attend some event .it makes you looks smart ,clean & nice
- Some Cool or Branded T-shirts .You can have some Funcky words or cute design in your T-shirt but not over the top or hip-hop ish ,Some people said that buying branded is just like buying a branded to wear ,Thats pretty true .Armani.Guess.H & M.Gap.Espirit Etc those will do just fine just keep it simple & fresh
- Polo T ! It will very important ,you must at least have 2 ,Black & White is the classic yet is the best choice ,if you like other bright colour like orange.pink or purple you can try it on but make sure you look good on them because you dont want to look like wearing somebody things right ? another great thing about polo T is whenever you go to Job interview or some event ,it will helps your apperances than a t-shirt .
- A great pairs of Sport shoes & sneakers .you will wearing them all day long & it should be the most comfortable and best
- Undies , Some guy still wearing the triangle underwear & based on most research ,women perfer their men to wear boxer brief or boxer because it looks sexier and boxer brief is so much more comfortable & 'free' than the classic triangle underwear .it also can maintain your body health
- Some accessories Such as necklaces sunglass or ring ,but make sure they are as simple as it can be ,in order to help you maintain the imagine that you going for
My conclusion is you can follow the trend but same time you still must have your own personal style ,combine those two together ,you will get all those woman attention ,it will helps you in all aspects in life .remember Simplistic.Smart.Sexuality. !
Monday, March 23, 2009
Song of my moment - BAD DAY
Now The song BAD DAY sang by Daniel Powter can pretty much describe how i feels about it ,My heart is feels like that way ,the lyrics hits me ..
Ever been this sad ...
This must be the worst month in my life .
I dont know why and i do want to know why its coming to me all this sudden .Everything ,everything feels like failing apart ...everything ! This moment I dont know what to do ,I been try this give up myself lately ,specially this 2 weeks .I never been of it but when i'm alone and have time to think ,its all coming to my mind now .I feels like want to give up my life ,I feels tired & dont want to continue doing it .
I been keep dissapointed people who love me again and again ,feels soo shame .that feelings i dont have it before ,i cant handle it but cry ...tell myself not to but its keep coming more and more ,If i give up my life i will hurt people that love me ,the parents & sisters & friends that care about me .think ! mind goes empty ...i try to kill myself twice this 2 weeks .It just soo hard ....is soo hard i dont want to live anymore .
I dont ,i dont know what to do ,i dont have any direction .i try myself to be happy everything time infront my family because i know they care about me and i dont qant them to be sad ..I dont know ...Maybe all of this will keep me stronger or i will fall apart ..i dont know ..
I dont know why and i do want to know why its coming to me all this sudden .Everything ,everything feels like failing apart ...everything ! This moment I dont know what to do ,I been try this give up myself lately ,specially this 2 weeks .I never been of it but when i'm alone and have time to think ,its all coming to my mind now .I feels like want to give up my life ,I feels tired & dont want to continue doing it .
I been keep dissapointed people who love me again and again ,feels soo shame .that feelings i dont have it before ,i cant handle it but cry ...tell myself not to but its keep coming more and more ,If i give up my life i will hurt people that love me ,the parents & sisters & friends that care about me .think ! mind goes empty ...i try to kill myself twice this 2 weeks .It just soo hard ....is soo hard i dont want to live anymore .
I dont ,i dont know what to do ,i dont have any direction .i try myself to be happy everything time infront my family because i know they care about me and i dont qant them to be sad ..I dont know ...Maybe all of this will keep me stronger or i will fall apart ..i dont know ..
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Missing ....
I feels that part of me is missing ,In my mental no matter how happy i am ,there's always something missing I dont know how to describe that exact feelings but just feels like piece of my body or my bones is gone ,I dont know how to place it back and i know that someday that feelings may be gone but when it does ,its still not that same anymore
I blame myself for not apperciate ,I blame myself for blaming And i blame myself for not reliaze what am i doing or put myself into it ,i just hate myself sometimes ,I really hate it when my memory flash back i saw everything that i didt notice before and looking back i really dont know why i did it ,if there's a timemachine can take me back .i will put everything away and jump into it without a doubt because i lost too much ,i missing too much around me ,even if i am rich someday in future ,those things are money cant buy
promise myself for not letting tears comes out from my eyes but i failed again ,I couldt control my emotion but i just there ,maybe release out can makes me feels better but it always feels around my mind ,I have no time no mind to in love or dating with someone now Because i feels that there's no need ,i am not those people dating because wants to date .I looking for the right person because i know who i love based on first sight .
You probably thinks that i am sad because of a girl now but i am not ,i am missing a family .I really miss it ,Behind those happy and crazy emotion ,behind the mask i am very sentimental
I blame myself for not apperciate ,I blame myself for blaming And i blame myself for not reliaze what am i doing or put myself into it ,i just hate myself sometimes ,I really hate it when my memory flash back i saw everything that i didt notice before and looking back i really dont know why i did it ,if there's a timemachine can take me back .i will put everything away and jump into it without a doubt because i lost too much ,i missing too much around me ,even if i am rich someday in future ,those things are money cant buy
promise myself for not letting tears comes out from my eyes but i failed again ,I couldt control my emotion but i just there ,maybe release out can makes me feels better but it always feels around my mind ,I have no time no mind to in love or dating with someone now Because i feels that there's no need ,i am not those people dating because wants to date .I looking for the right person because i know who i love based on first sight .
You probably thinks that i am sad because of a girl now but i am not ,i am missing a family .I really miss it ,Behind those happy and crazy emotion ,behind the mask i am very sentimental
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
I'm tired of crying .
I'm tired of crying ,I am ,Today its been the third time i cry this month .when you look at me you may never expect i can be this emotional but the truth is i am more than you could ever think i can be .
I really tired ,I tired of feelings misunderstood and losing ,People look at me as a happy bubbly person who never take anything serious but do you know what inside my heart ? do you know how i feel ? why everyone are like that .i do take things serious ,its not that i want my life full of failure and losing but the thing is I cant control it and i dont know where to go ,nothing to do . I want you to know that i might not always be that happy and positive when i didt happy with certain situation .You can tell by my facial expression ,I dont understand why you people always think i have bad personalities or bad atitude ,I dont do anything wrong .it just reflex on my face of how i feels about it .
I Feels soo tired ,i am i dont know how many times i said this but i think that you people never understand how i feels ,i wish ,i wish you could just be in my shoes and place in the same place as i am ,try to think in my way because then you will understand why i make this decision and why i feel that way .I dont want to cry in the public or infront other people because i dont want you people think that i am such a weak person but i want you to know that I am a human also ,why you people never understand that .I am a human too .i have emotion ,can you just stop by and listen to me for once ?!
Today when sister talk to my on the phone about my future ,I cant control my emotion the tears come out from my eyes .Sister told me that i shouldt cry that much because i am a man .I grow up and shouldt cry that easily .Job career and future is everywhere ,it just depends on how you choosing .I dont want to cry anymore .I know that i am not going to promise this but i will try my best to hold back those tears .I'm just tired you know ...sometimes feels like maybe leaving this world would be the best choice
I really tired ,I tired of feelings misunderstood and losing ,People look at me as a happy bubbly person who never take anything serious but do you know what inside my heart ? do you know how i feel ? why everyone are like that .i do take things serious ,its not that i want my life full of failure and losing but the thing is I cant control it and i dont know where to go ,nothing to do . I want you to know that i might not always be that happy and positive when i didt happy with certain situation .You can tell by my facial expression ,I dont understand why you people always think i have bad personalities or bad atitude ,I dont do anything wrong .it just reflex on my face of how i feels about it .
I Feels soo tired ,i am i dont know how many times i said this but i think that you people never understand how i feels ,i wish ,i wish you could just be in my shoes and place in the same place as i am ,try to think in my way because then you will understand why i make this decision and why i feel that way .I dont want to cry in the public or infront other people because i dont want you people think that i am such a weak person but i want you to know that I am a human also ,why you people never understand that .I am a human too .i have emotion ,can you just stop by and listen to me for once ?!
Today when sister talk to my on the phone about my future ,I cant control my emotion the tears come out from my eyes .Sister told me that i shouldt cry that much because i am a man .I grow up and shouldt cry that easily .Job career and future is everywhere ,it just depends on how you choosing .I dont want to cry anymore .I know that i am not going to promise this but i will try my best to hold back those tears .I'm just tired you know ...sometimes feels like maybe leaving this world would be the best choice
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Question & Answer
I stole this from Hui theng blog ,Just copy and paste her format .
1. What is the meaning of Friend?
- A Real Friend will always taking care about you ,no matter where you go or what your decision ,they will respect it and give the best bless in this world .
2. What is your most favourite thing to do ?
- Go out with my family because I apperciate every single moment with them
3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ?
- If i really have that chance ,i will apperciate every single chance in my life because i feels like i lose and miss too much great thing in my life .
4. How old are you?
- 19 Years old
5. Is there someone in your heart right now
- not really ! because my heart is empty and i been hurt by someone too much
6. Do you feel loved in this world ?
- I do because i surround by the family member who give the love and truly understand the meaning
7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
- My parents because i dont know what will happen I not sure i have the passion to live without them
8. What you wish to do now?
- I wish to have second chance in my life to do something that i should and not regret
9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?
- I will when i know she is the one
10.Do you think you are special?
- I do because sometimes i feels like a main character from a hero movie ,haha
11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
- Dont respect my parents or my decision
12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
- apperciate every single moment with the person u love ,dont regret and embrace it .
13. Do you Hate yourself sometimes ?
- I do ,sometimes i try to kill myself because i hate myself but i wont gonna do it because it will hurt someone who love me soo much
14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
- Vegetables because it good or me
15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
- I actually wants to choose rich [,most people will] but i reliaze that being happy is the best thing in the world ,if there's choice between being rich but not happy .of course i will choose happy because money can buy anything but not happiest
16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- my personalities because soemtimes i did or said something stupid
17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?
- Parents because i love them
18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
- Over you [by chris daughtry]
19. What is your plan when you become an old man or old woman?
- Having many grandson/daughter
20. Do u think ur Life is meaningful enough?
- I think my life is meaningful ..
1. What is the meaning of Friend?
- A Real Friend will always taking care about you ,no matter where you go or what your decision ,they will respect it and give the best bless in this world .
2. What is your most favourite thing to do ?
- Go out with my family because I apperciate every single moment with them
3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ?
- If i really have that chance ,i will apperciate every single chance in my life because i feels like i lose and miss too much great thing in my life .
4. How old are you?
- 19 Years old
5. Is there someone in your heart right now
- not really ! because my heart is empty and i been hurt by someone too much
6. Do you feel loved in this world ?
- I do because i surround by the family member who give the love and truly understand the meaning
7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
- My parents because i dont know what will happen I not sure i have the passion to live without them
8. What you wish to do now?
- I wish to have second chance in my life to do something that i should and not regret
9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?
- I will when i know she is the one
10.Do you think you are special?
- I do because sometimes i feels like a main character from a hero movie ,haha
11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
- Dont respect my parents or my decision
12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
- apperciate every single moment with the person u love ,dont regret and embrace it .
13. Do you Hate yourself sometimes ?
- I do ,sometimes i try to kill myself because i hate myself but i wont gonna do it because it will hurt someone who love me soo much
14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
- Vegetables because it good or me
15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
- I actually wants to choose rich [,most people will] but i reliaze that being happy is the best thing in the world ,if there's choice between being rich but not happy .of course i will choose happy because money can buy anything but not happiest
16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- my personalities because soemtimes i did or said something stupid
17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?
- Parents because i love them
18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
- Over you [by chris daughtry]
19. What is your plan when you become an old man or old woman?
- Having many grandson/daughter
20. Do u think ur Life is meaningful enough?
- I think my life is meaningful ..
I dont know what to do
I received my SPM result ,it is worst than what i expect .I know that i am ruined my future career ,the problem is i always know how to talks instead of making a statement to prove my point ,REAL friend always said the word that wakes you up but sametimes it also the hurtful way ,I admit that i hate the feelings of loser but i know the fact that they give me a reality check to wake me up .
I hate that i always try to use to fast forward in my life ,when i have the great oppurnity to do something great ,i always blew it away .I dont know why and i always repeating the same damn mistakes ,feels like i am twisted while thinks that is other people problems ,i never really reliaze that what is my own problem .this personalities of mine ,dont know whether is good or not ,I always rub people in wrong way .I DO !
Sometimes i hate that why i am not born in rich family ! But i know that when i have this mind ,i am in really bad shape because when i return to be the real wei hong ,i am bless that i have this great family tree that makes a stronger me ,they given me the best thing they ever could I just didt know how to apperciate it ,people said life is about luck ,u have the talend and dont have the luck ,you still cant make it anyway ,i agreed with it but i think that i always resting on it and not take the stand .
when people live in certain ages ,they know what they want and try their best to achieve it ,I hate myself for not knowing my thing ,why i am like this ,until today i am still struggle to find the way that belongs to me .god knows .until today i dont know what will happen tomorrow ,until today i still wish that god can give me something great but at this moment i know that i am writing because this time i finally learn my lesson for writing all my stuff
this time this moment i wish ,i wish i really knows . I really wish .
I hate that i always try to use to fast forward in my life ,when i have the great oppurnity to do something great ,i always blew it away .I dont know why and i always repeating the same damn mistakes ,feels like i am twisted while thinks that is other people problems ,i never really reliaze that what is my own problem .this personalities of mine ,dont know whether is good or not ,I always rub people in wrong way .I DO !
Sometimes i hate that why i am not born in rich family ! But i know that when i have this mind ,i am in really bad shape because when i return to be the real wei hong ,i am bless that i have this great family tree that makes a stronger me ,they given me the best thing they ever could I just didt know how to apperciate it ,people said life is about luck ,u have the talend and dont have the luck ,you still cant make it anyway ,i agreed with it but i think that i always resting on it and not take the stand .
when people live in certain ages ,they know what they want and try their best to achieve it ,I hate myself for not knowing my thing ,why i am like this ,until today i am still struggle to find the way that belongs to me .god knows .until today i dont know what will happen tomorrow ,until today i still wish that god can give me something great but at this moment i know that i am writing because this time i finally learn my lesson for writing all my stuff
this time this moment i wish ,i wish i really knows . I really wish .
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