Friday, October 10, 2008

2 More weeks ...

Today gathering with friends in the class as a circle .we talks a lot & I reliaze that this kind of 'gathering' only will last for 2 more weeks which is 10 days minus the weekends because 2 more weeks later .we'll be graudated & after that its rarely to have chances to gathering like this in school because after graduated & its impossible that we'll going to school then we only have about 3 weeks to prepare for upcoming exam SPM in 11th Nov .of course i will missed this kind feelings and memories because all the good friends siting together & have endless topics but we all grow up now!

Once the high school is ovr .we will be seperate and go into our own way that we wants to reach for and the future career that we want some people continuing their studying such as form 6,college & Universiti and some people will straight to works and for me .I am still not figure out what i want i mean i did know what i want but just the fact that i have no idea what will happen next .because as long as i concerte I am still stiff in everything .the environment .dont have enough focus on to studying .always get distraction by others and still very immature act like 7 year old boy

I hope i can pass this examination because it will determine my future and if i sucks and failed .I dont know what should i do but i think maybe i will work as full time and do everything to earn money and get myself to universiti .I dont have the rich background to support me so its all by myself !!!

I still have 2 more weeks to appearicate the last time that hanging and talking around the high school with bunch of great friends in the class .i dont know what will happen in the post high school and i started to scare when think about it .I though i will be happy when i will graudated soon but the weird thing is now i am nervous worried and sad about it the truth is I shock myself .2 more weeks later i am no longer HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT .i am gonna miss that

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