Job VS Real Life

Job VS Real life

I'm still Surpise that how Job effect me in my emotion,personal & personalities .I am not a workerholic ,I do judge on the things on how it benefited me ,i usually wont make a deal on something that doesnt help me but most time the results turn out to be opposite because when you think you are smart enough to make yourself a winner but in the end you still doesnt get anything except people get you .

My Job is pretty Simple with Basic skills ,but it isnt really that easy and it not really hard ,you can do it and everybody can do it ,funny thing that is the obstacles that keep blocking my way ,of course it makes me learns lots of humanity which sounds extremely sacrastic because it just a sales assistant post ,it really depends of point of view that you stand ,sometimes the action ,decision and the tone of things does effects on the way other people judge you while you judge on other things ,in different angle when you done the right thing ,certains still have negative reaction .I guess this is reality !

I hate the fact that this job makes me quickly angry and frustrated sometimes ,when i back at home look at myself at the mirror wonder how the people are going to think about when the pissed off face display on my face ,when i basiclly laugh about somebody it usually turns it back onto my back ,funny much ?

Cant believe that i will pissed about small things ,i notice that recently i like to said that i dont like to deal with idiots & how idiots makes me a bitch ,i cant stand with people who work slow like a shit ,i also hate that they wants to make things simplistic but in the end its become even more complicated ,dont you think that it is slap onto the face ?

I love and hate the job at the same time ,its feels like when you in love with someone ,because you love how much it gives you but also hate the feeling when you deal with it .well if the job is boring then why you still work ? thats why in the end of the day when you hate it but inside your heart you still glad that you hate to love it because at least its something you worth to love than something you dont even bother to mention