Tuesday, January 20, 2009

A Long Heavy Blog post about what happen recently

How are you ! this is the first sentense for me who didt write blog for a quite long time but its actually not really that long period just that i'm busy with everything with my life .times pass soo fast .i couldt mange to catch up things that i wish i could in life and things happen .

So right here i'm here to update for what happen in my life recently .so ,what can I said about ? erm lets said with my job .ever since working in Gap i can said that its a good experience .the stuff are really nice to me .they taugh me and give me lesson of fashion material etc and being real nice to me .treat me as part of the family .of course there's pressure working in there .because afterall even though Gap is not that big huge branded but it still a Branded from America .sometimes i dont even understand but my performances may be a bit low at certain time ,i am blaming myself for not in that situation and not being the best because i know that i could do better ,even that their are nice to me and didt scream or yell to me when i did something wrong but we cant always relay on people to help us .you never know what that perso think about you behind their mask ,thats why we always have to do our best to prove them that we can work . working in gap give me some life experience .some customers are really friendly but some are kinda bullshit .they just act that they really 'rich' i mean come on i never seen a LV or Gucci in my life ? bitch please I even know that you using the fake one ,so dont act your shitty atitude infront me .i know tons of rich people who are friendly and 100 times richer than you .but its working time so i must put that game face on .even though i am angry but still ...have to smile to the customers .this is call sosial and working .if you dont know these .then you are out and cant survive in this cruel world .

how about myself ? I'm doing good working and spend money on clothes and jeans .i feels that i change a lots in terms of both body and mind .good news is i lose weight .yay ! now i can look at least good in clothes .ot saying that skinny or fit but at least is isnt fat ! but i feels that right now my personalities is change a bit .i feels that i become more materialistic .you probably dont understand my defination but it just hard to tell .i just know that i have to step up in my life .i want to be a rich people .dont ever let myself end up being a sosial loser ! i love the life of branded and frame even though it just beautiful from outside but no matter how hard it takes i must get to the destination that i want .my body health is not that good compare because [its complicated] but you can said that i look whitter but not as healthy as i was ! sometimes working can be really tired .end of the day when you back home .seeing your family members and specially your parents home meal .it could be really touching

life is tough and we still gonna continue to reach our dream
all the best in this 2009

1 comment:

Justin Yap said...

good to hear from ya!