Last nite.I'm soo tired so didt blogging !
Yesterday is sunday .this sunday is pretty rush & happy ! why is that ? because in the morning dad take care his document thing of his office when we go out .its like 11 am already .so we have to cancel the eat dim sum plan .because we are too late .then we dont know what to eat and dad drive the car arounds air itam and to be honest i really dislike the foods there and there's traffic jam around there and its get kinda annoying !
after eating the food [i dont like it .its a bit gross] we go to grandma house .i brough my photos that wash out in saturday wanna share with my cousin pei qing but she isnt there because she hang out with her friends .so i share the photos with pei pei & pei wen LOL .the sun is soo hot .i sweating soo much .and cant stand it so we leave and fetch auntie to her work [the most hardworker person in my life who also my sis lee lin godmother] we brough honey bee to get a nice haircut .while we and mother have a little shopping haha ...around 3pm i ask my dad fetch me to queensbay mall because i have job interview .so i first go to meet my sis bee lee and she ask me to interview some job first and she meet me up later ! I interivew for Bilaboom. cleen davis .Guess.Gap,Espirit,Padini,Orlando & quicksilver ! I dont know why but i have feelings that i cant get neither of them .i'm fat and the worst part is i forgot to wear long jeans because i wear a white short pants Urgh !
Later sister go to lunch and i join her to Old town and i also go to wash the photos .the total cost of the photos combine yesterday is RM85 .[167 photos] is actually cheap not expensive but its still many money to me .poor me ! then dixon my uncle fetch me home and auntie join them as well .back to the house i dont know why but i am just soo tired but i didt sleep coz i have fun time with my uncle lol .
about 7pm .after my sis bee lee come back .we all 9 person go to dinner .my dad favourite place .to be honest .i'm not a fans of that place .i actully dislike it because i think its sucks .and i glad my parents finally reliaze it sucks now ! after finish me .bee lin & lee lin .we three together to prangin mall and buy some stuff and i brough a beautiful photos album ! after back home we watch TVB drama & chat with parents .
thats it love love
Monday, November 3, 2008
I though I find back something but I actually lost it long time ago
Last friday when parents back .they 'brough' a 'surpise' which is craig .clement [honey bee] brother.At first i am really happy that he is come back to our house because when he born .after sis fetch him from hospital .he's really weak and little .we raise him into a healthy baby !
In middle of this year due of some personal reason .my mother is tired and cant take care 2 babies at same time .so my brother in law bring craig to his mother house .ever since he live from there and didt come back anymore ! I really missed him because he is part of this family .but last friday I reliaze that something isnt the same anymore ! I though that he still belongs to here .but only 1 hours and we reliaze that even he is the same baby that we used to taking care of but his behavior & personalities is differents right now ! Feels that he dont belong to this world of our life ,The way that he live up is belong to his grandma lifestyle right now and we cant accept that
We wants the baby who is active but still can get us some free space in our life but craig is change .now he become more annoying .hyper active & yelling around the house .he fighting with his brother clement [honey bee] ! It makes us heache and cant even let us rest for a bit .this makes us really really tired .In the original plan .we going to take care him until sunday nite and fetch him back but PLAN CHANGES ! In saturday evening We decided to bring him back because we think that he is not the baby who we used to take care .we still love him but things are differents right now !
When we bring him back to his grandma house .his reaction is like back to the place that he belongs to ! I though at the point i will sad but sudddenly i feels that it was the right thing to do .i glad he suit that place well because he deserves to have ! but my only regret is I ''lost'' him .
In middle of this year due of some personal reason .my mother is tired and cant take care 2 babies at same time .so my brother in law bring craig to his mother house .ever since he live from there and didt come back anymore ! I really missed him because he is part of this family .but last friday I reliaze that something isnt the same anymore ! I though that he still belongs to here .but only 1 hours and we reliaze that even he is the same baby that we used to taking care of but his behavior & personalities is differents right now ! Feels that he dont belong to this world of our life ,The way that he live up is belong to his grandma lifestyle right now and we cant accept that
We wants the baby who is active but still can get us some free space in our life but craig is change .now he become more annoying .hyper active & yelling around the house .he fighting with his brother clement [honey bee] ! It makes us heache and cant even let us rest for a bit .this makes us really really tired .In the original plan .we going to take care him until sunday nite and fetch him back but PLAN CHANGES ! In saturday evening We decided to bring him back because we think that he is not the baby who we used to take care .we still love him but things are differents right now !
When we bring him back to his grandma house .his reaction is like back to the place that he belongs to ! I though at the point i will sad but sudddenly i feels that it was the right thing to do .i glad he suit that place well because he deserves to have ! but my only regret is I ''lost'' him .
Thursday, October 30, 2008
There's Most Respectful Job In this world
There's Most Respectful Job in this world .Its not Doctor .its not Teacher & Its not others job that you though it would be ! This Job Work 24 Hours a Day .they never ever quit this job.they never ever get paid & they never ever ask for anything except hope you get well !
This job is not everybody can do ! Not everyone have the ability to afford this job .Nor in mental & pyshical .This job is called PARENTS .Your Dad & Mom work as yoye Parents in every single day .they never rest in a year .they never ask for anything & they never get paid like what other job that paid monthly .The efforts & heart that they use is countless ,They only have 1 hope which is hope their son/daughter have a good health every single day & Have the Best future career in their life .
This job deserves the Best Respect In this World .Apperciate it and said Thanks you to them & bless them have good health as well .Talks to them when you have your life,share yourself with them .so that they'd happy about it and give them as much as you can do them because the things that they did for you since you born .there's nothing in this world can compare with!
Daddy & Mommy thanks you to being in part of my life.thanks you soo much .i Am soo pround to have you guys as my parents .if i had to choose again i will still choose you guys thanks soo much
This job is not everybody can do ! Not everyone have the ability to afford this job .Nor in mental & pyshical .This job is called PARENTS .Your Dad & Mom work as yoye Parents in every single day .they never rest in a year .they never ask for anything & they never get paid like what other job that paid monthly .The efforts & heart that they use is countless ,They only have 1 hope which is hope their son/daughter have a good health every single day & Have the Best future career in their life .
This job deserves the Best Respect In this World .Apperciate it and said Thanks you to them & bless them have good health as well .Talks to them when you have your life,share yourself with them .so that they'd happy about it and give them as much as you can do them because the things that they did for you since you born .there's nothing in this world can compare with!
Daddy & Mommy thanks you to being in part of my life.thanks you soo much .i Am soo pround to have you guys as my parents .if i had to choose again i will still choose you guys thanks soo much
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Wish Someone capture the Moment when my Tears comes out from my eyes
I wish there's a Camera capture the moment when my tears comes out from my eyes !
People always said that men couldt cry that easily .they should never drop their tears but i disagreed with that
The reason I wish people capture the moment when my tears come out from my eyes is because i think that moment would be the most beautiful sereny photo of myself .You may find it weird but to I find it beautiful .I still remember a favourite movie of myself CLOSER from julia roberts .Clive Owen.Jude Law & Natalie portman where Julia Robert is a photographer and her art gallery theme is called stranger & she capture the picture of Natalie portman crying ! I find that photo extremely beautiful ! The reason its soo beautiful its not beautiful natalie portman is beautiful but its because the emotion that she had shows through the pictures & it touch my hearts deeply !
The moment i cry I leave everything out of my mind the moment i cry i know what i cry for the moment i cry its the most under my skin time .I wish you could see the moment .It doesnt not reprsent my weakest ,its actually show who i really am ! Suddenly my mind back to the time when we are in Orental and singing a song .It become my favourite song now 祝福‧張學友
《祝福》作詞:丁曉雯 / 作曲:郭子 不要問 不要說 一切盡在不言中 這一刻 偎著燭光 讓我們靜靜的渡過 莫揮手 莫回頭 當我唱起這首歌 怕只怕 淚水輕輕的滑落 願心中永遠留著我的笑容 伴你走過每一個春夏秋冬 幾許愁 幾許憂 人生難免苦與痛 失去過 才能真正懂得去珍惜和擁有 情難捨 人難留 今朝一別各西東 冷和熱 點點滴滴在心頭 願心中永遠留著我的笑容 伴你走過每一個春夏秋冬 傷離別 離別雖然在眼前 說再見 再見不會太遙遠 若有緣 有緣就能期待明天 你和我重逢在燦爛的季節 不要問 不要說 一切盡在不言中 這一刻 偎著燭光 讓我們靜靜的渡過 莫揮手 莫回頭 當我唱起這首歌 願心中留著笑容 伴你渡過每個春夏秋冬
People always said that men couldt cry that easily .they should never drop their tears but i disagreed with that
The reason I wish people capture the moment when my tears come out from my eyes is because i think that moment would be the most beautiful sereny photo of myself .You may find it weird but to I find it beautiful .I still remember a favourite movie of myself CLOSER from julia roberts .Clive Owen.Jude Law & Natalie portman where Julia Robert is a photographer and her art gallery theme is called stranger & she capture the picture of Natalie portman crying ! I find that photo extremely beautiful ! The reason its soo beautiful its not beautiful natalie portman is beautiful but its because the emotion that she had shows through the pictures & it touch my hearts deeply !
The moment i cry I leave everything out of my mind the moment i cry i know what i cry for the moment i cry its the most under my skin time .I wish you could see the moment .It doesnt not reprsent my weakest ,its actually show who i really am ! Suddenly my mind back to the time when we are in Orental and singing a song .It become my favourite song now 祝福‧張學友
《祝福》作詞:丁曉雯 / 作曲:郭子 不要問 不要說 一切盡在不言中 這一刻 偎著燭光 讓我們靜靜的渡過 莫揮手 莫回頭 當我唱起這首歌 怕只怕 淚水輕輕的滑落 願心中永遠留著我的笑容 伴你走過每一個春夏秋冬 幾許愁 幾許憂 人生難免苦與痛 失去過 才能真正懂得去珍惜和擁有 情難捨 人難留 今朝一別各西東 冷和熱 點點滴滴在心頭 願心中永遠留著我的笑容 伴你走過每一個春夏秋冬 傷離別 離別雖然在眼前 說再見 再見不會太遙遠 若有緣 有緣就能期待明天 你和我重逢在燦爛的季節 不要問 不要說 一切盡在不言中 這一刻 偎著燭光 讓我們靜靜的渡過 莫揮手 莫回頭 當我唱起這首歌 願心中留著笑容 伴你渡過每個春夏秋冬
Couldt Sleep Last nite
I couldt sleep last nite .there's is something bothering in my mind & I cant explain whats is that .Watching the time pass by and its over midnite .i'm trying to make myself into the dream world .leave the cruel reality for once but it just hard to do it .wake up again .switch on my TV .watching rachael ray & Martha stewart show on NTV7 .my eyes is getting close and feels realy heavy but my mind still in very clean mind .This is weird !
I finally can get into sleep but I still feels like something wrong .So i decided to watch One Tree Hill season 4 Finale I fast forward to the last 10 minutes of that episode.when I heard my favourite character Brooke Davis [Sophia bush] Quote 'We are not going to do this .we still going to friend forever' I feels like wanna cry & The tears almost drop from my eyes .I told myself you couldt cry anymore .When I was in high school .i didt apperciate the time with friends & right now there's nothing i can do besides looks up to the future .
Now i know why i couldt sleep because i missed my friends a lots .we still can meet and talks to each others in future but RARELY .even we can chats in msn/yahoo or SMS but the text cant even compare to talks in person .Suddenly I missed the boring class in school days .even the class is boring as hell but when teacher teaching infront us .i and friends still can secretly talks to each others .Yeap I missed that scene .Afterwards I think i finally can get into sleep .
I really hopes i can dream about something like dream can brough me back to my past time in high school years but i dont have that chance anymore even in my dream .only photos & memories but i soo glad i still have them inside my head .If someday god makes me short terms memory .Besides my important family .these probably the things i wish to keep inside my mind .About 7am in the early morning .i suddenly wake up and i look at around its very dark .it happens to be blackout My eyes are really sleepy at that point .i look at my watch and though i am going to be late for school again but QUICKLY i notice that i dont need to go school anymore !
Thats sad
I finally can get into sleep but I still feels like something wrong .So i decided to watch One Tree Hill season 4 Finale I fast forward to the last 10 minutes of that episode.when I heard my favourite character Brooke Davis [Sophia bush] Quote 'We are not going to do this .we still going to friend forever' I feels like wanna cry & The tears almost drop from my eyes .I told myself you couldt cry anymore .When I was in high school .i didt apperciate the time with friends & right now there's nothing i can do besides looks up to the future .
Now i know why i couldt sleep because i missed my friends a lots .we still can meet and talks to each others in future but RARELY .even we can chats in msn/yahoo or SMS but the text cant even compare to talks in person .Suddenly I missed the boring class in school days .even the class is boring as hell but when teacher teaching infront us .i and friends still can secretly talks to each others .Yeap I missed that scene .Afterwards I think i finally can get into sleep .
I really hopes i can dream about something like dream can brough me back to my past time in high school years but i dont have that chance anymore even in my dream .only photos & memories but i soo glad i still have them inside my head .If someday god makes me short terms memory .Besides my important family .these probably the things i wish to keep inside my mind .About 7am in the early morning .i suddenly wake up and i look at around its very dark .it happens to be blackout My eyes are really sleepy at that point .i look at my watch and though i am going to be late for school again but QUICKLY i notice that i dont need to go school anymore !
Thats sad
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Always Wonder
I always wonder !
Wonder Am i make a good impression ? Wonder Am i forgetting something ? Wonder Am i not smart enough ? Wonder Am i Wasting too much Time ? Wonder Why I always wonder !
I wondering why i make so many mistakes in my life ? Why i make something that i knew it wasnt right but still doing it ? why i know something is harmful and hurtful to my friends and why i am still doing it ? why i even friends with someone who wasnt sincerly ? Why i wasnt spend my time wisely and wasting my time obess something that wasnt even worth ? Why i always regret after didt listen to people advice ? WHY ?
First impression is important ! I always said that to many people but WHY ? I know what that means but why i always doing the opposite thing ? trust me ! my first impression is not good .some people is nice to let me redeem myself when they get to know me well but some already tag the word bitch in their book already !I needs to change myself completely ! in order to helps me in future career and everything that related in my life .
To some people who they think they know me well .but they actually dont .they can expect something comes from me which is true .but sometimes they only see half side story .trust me ! someday you will shock by find out who i really am .in good way because i am more sensitive than who you think i am
Wonder Am i make a good impression ? Wonder Am i forgetting something ? Wonder Am i not smart enough ? Wonder Am i Wasting too much Time ? Wonder Why I always wonder !
I wondering why i make so many mistakes in my life ? Why i make something that i knew it wasnt right but still doing it ? why i know something is harmful and hurtful to my friends and why i am still doing it ? why i even friends with someone who wasnt sincerly ? Why i wasnt spend my time wisely and wasting my time obess something that wasnt even worth ? Why i always regret after didt listen to people advice ? WHY ?
First impression is important ! I always said that to many people but WHY ? I know what that means but why i always doing the opposite thing ? trust me ! my first impression is not good .some people is nice to let me redeem myself when they get to know me well but some already tag the word bitch in their book already !I needs to change myself completely ! in order to helps me in future career and everything that related in my life .
To some people who they think they know me well .but they actually dont .they can expect something comes from me which is true .but sometimes they only see half side story .trust me ! someday you will shock by find out who i really am .in good way because i am more sensitive than who you think i am
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