Forgettable ?

Am I that Forgettable ?

I Never been the person who ever wants to become everybody best friend and let everybody know about my excistent but I never though that I am that forgettable .
This Happens about 2 weeks ago ,One of my Best friend go overseas to study .I still remember that day I am in pretty down mood and I almost forgot that is the day that he will overseas .Then i quickly pick up the phone and call him but no one answer the phone .from that moment I feels really sad .that night I call My Another BFF Emily .I Express about how i feels and state that i only has 2 best friend in my this entire life .The Whole Conversation is Priceless .I couldt hold my tears but to cry in the phone ,From that moment I know that all the friendship in these years is worth for the best thing in this world .

After that coversation I call my other friends who i think is still have chance to contact .pardon me for not being a good friends because i literally forget so many of you .Sorry ! I know that there's some friends still wonder whats up in my life .Sometimes i jealous that they still hang out together .Then I call one of my high school friend Liang .Now he is in NS .I cannot believe that he forget about me .I told him my friend and he had no idea at all .

This actually Didt hurt at all but the facts shows that i am forgettable .but the truth is i am not
some friendship will only stay on certain timeline .

I Need a Makeover

I need a makeover ! I need to get my hair done and everything .The Last time where i get my haircut its actually 26th of June ,its actually just a month but my hair is out of shape and i couldt get it style right .sometimes i looks like a mess when i didt style it .
But I need a whole new look ,in order to get a whole new look ,i had to keep my hair for another months .so my hair is grow long enough for the changes and i have no idea how to go through this month but i desperately need a new makeover

I been obessed with my weight problem since i in high fashion but this year its actually not a problem anymore even i am not skinny in the ideal weight but at least i am heathier compare to previous years and still a bit chubby .sometimes i thinks about losing the extra pounds but its actually hard .i work at least 9 hour a day .i have some pressure and had a lots of things didt done yet .i throw this problem behind the back so that it wont bother me .people said that now my weight its actually ok and i dont have to worry about it and i feels great to heard that comment .i want to excersize sometimes but i had no time .so the only choice is to eat health but sometimes i tired of healthy food .haha

My Life

MY LIFE
My Life is Normal because I live like a normal human being and have a normal life .
My Life is Special because There's always some special things happen in my life .
My Life is Surpise because its been full of surpises every single time .
My Life is Amazing because I have what i wish and want to life .
My Life is Boring because I keep repeat doing the same routine every single day .
My Life is Useless because Sometimes I give up to the great oppurnity to have something great.
My Life is Annoying because some people thinks that i am annoying and thats the feelings .
My Life is Bitchy because I have bitchy charactersitic and i aint gonna deny that .
My Life is Fake because i work in the place which surronding fake bitches .
My Life is Love because I have the family who really love and show me the true meaning .
My Life is Spicy because There will be a spicy twist at least once a week
My life is Movie because I feels like watching myself in real life as in movie character sometimes.
My Life is Perfect because I have the best things in the world
My Life is Jealousy because i jealous of what other people have and i dont .
My Life is Comparison because I always compare myself to other people .
My Life is Rich because i love the money and great glamourous branded and beautiful thing .
My Life is Cute because I have a bubbly personalities and always create something cute .
My Life is crazy because you never ever expect what I will doing in the next minute
My life is Dissapointment because I didt apperciate the chance that i have and earn it .
My Life is Tired because I always failing and making failure in my life
My life is Intersting because I will never know what happen in tomorrow or next minute

MY LIFE Is GODNESS Because There's no other better word than this and my life is FULL of everything ...

Best Friend Forever

Best friend Forever

In My entire Life ,I have many friends and people around me come and pass by .Some I will remember but some i eventually forgot about them .You will have countless friends in my life, you probably remember all your friends name but do you really know who your best friend is ?! How Many Best friends do you actually have in your entire life ? How many of them do you put your heart and soul into it ? and How many best friend you really need ?!

In my life .I have 2 Best friend .Tan Xian wei and Emily Yeap ,They are my best friend Forever .The terms of BFF couldt express enough the words of how to represent them because they are just the greatest .besides my family they probably the two person that i ever put 100% into them .i put my heart and soul .I know most time i probably rub people in wrong way but i am glad that i still have time to rely on because there's someone who really know about me .

I am really glad to have them .I Will give all my best and bless all the good lucks to them along the way

What am I reaching for ?

People in their life ,They know what they want and they know what their dream and reaching for certain things that whats their life are meant to be .I though that I really know what i am really reaching for but when i deeply looking inside my heart ,i only see a ?

? I Have no idea really ,I know it might sounds hypocritic for you that i am not knowing these answer behind the back ,as a person individual without knowing what you really wants ,makes yourself like a lifeless dull person that waiting for the dead ,your life would be meaningless because when people dont know desires and dreams and dont know what they want in their life then what else is besides death ? they can choose whether death come to them or they go with death .it all just a matter of choice .

What am I really reaching for in my life ,Over these months ,I know that certain things has changes ,I go through some process that twisted my personalities .I though that I want the rich and fourtune ,I want what other people have and much better than what they have .Enjoy the feelings when people jealous of you because you have something that they dont want .These feelings keeps poping on my head .I try to get out of it ,lately when I figure out it probably Is what my life is reaching for ?!

BUT When I have time for myself and alone ,I reliaze that i had the time back to the original who I am .Feels like taking off all those skins and see whats real colour in inside ,When i saw some old people ,i will feels sympathy because they are alone and having a sad life ,Some people wants to have a meal everyday in their life because they dont know when will them having the next meal ,Some people wish their family members always next to them and some people wish that they can always being on the top in every single time .

Today I look through myself and I found the answer ! What i ever want is HAPPINESS ,Thats all .i wants to be with my family ,even i am not the richest but i am still wants to be the happiness family on the world .

~Soya Fever~

Recently I in love with something and I already become a addict and i also introduce my friends.family & collegue .

Its ~ SOYA ~ Erm ....Duh Who havent drink soya in their life ?!
But this time its special ,usually when i go to Queensbay mall soya king i usually drink the black sugar one only but ever since the first time i saw the soya blended on the fruit twiser .I quickly spotted ,That soya promoter me some of their special treat which is soya blended with fruits

Its just 4 days I already drink Soya blended with Banana.Tomato.Honeymelon & Celery ...
Damns ,Its really good ....i aint lying

Look at yourself before you judge something else

Look at yourself before you judge something else .
I admit that I have a hypocritic characteristic inside my body ,I Never really though about what comes out from my mouth or how hurtful to other people and include myself in other way .I always though that i learn from the mistake but the truth is i never really done that but keep repeating the same thing over and over again .Then I write my feelings in my blog and make myself feels better than everyone self but turns out i actually looks like one of those kind of people .

Yesterday I go to lunch with one of my senior in my workplace and Over the short conversations It meant a lots to me because its open up about what people thinks and what do i thinks .I am completely wrong since day 1 ,which i should learn from the starts ,I though that is people to stop my way to reach it but actually i am the person who stop myself to reach a better things .In order to break the wall is starts learning and i meant learning .That lunch conversation is actually one of the best thing happen in my workplace .

Look at yourself before you judge something else .I shall keep this phrase in my mind all the time .keep reminding myself

The Legend will always be in our heart

I still remember the stars that pass away since milatinum ..They are truly a star ,they had done amazing things on the entertaiment industry ,Plants down the great time on our life and always give the best as they could ,This is what a great real performer would do ,Unlike some celebrities there who only know the rich frame and fortune only .

People will die in their life once ,its crazy to said that we'll live forever .Some people thinks that life is too long and its hard for them to carrie on ,some choose the wrong way to 'fasten' up their life but some people thinks that life's too short and why wait .I have learn to apperciate everything that we have and i am still learning .I used to thinks that time pass so slow ,wish to have a time machine there to bring me for follow 10 years and see what happen .but till today i regret what i am saying .Life's actually too short ,when you look back to the past ,you feels like it just happen yesterday .Sometimes things we didt reliaze or take it as important when A Day they are gone ,we will feels like losing something .that kind of feelings none of the things that will ever redeem or replace that makes us better .sometimes i even cry for what i losing in the end of the night .

The King of POP MICHAEL JACKSON Already pass away ,I still remember the first time i heard the news ,I though its another stupid internet scam but this turns out to be true .Even i am not a huge michael jackson fans but we heart is still broken .still remember that he will back to the music industry and rock the world once again .i afraid this time we dont have the chance anymore .these couple years have tons of bad news about him .this and that .people seems to forgot about the amazing thing that he used to have and he still have .underneath all those bads .he still the best signer on the world ..I never believe those bad news that hurt him because i am truly respect him .

Michael jackson memorial is one of the most touching .sad event of the years ,its about a legend life .many many big stars arrived there such a mariah carey .Usher .John mayer and more ...The most touching things is when Mariah carey couldt finish her song because she is too sad and the saddest things is when michae jackson daughter Paria Jackson Speech .It will brings anyone tears down ...


Some people thinks that MJ death is a ending of a sad story ,some people think that a legend is end but to me .people will die but the legend will be always in our heart .
R.I.P MICHAEL JACKSON .YOU WILL BE MISSED

Xoxo GOSSIP GIRL

BLAIR WALDORF

- I love her since season 1 pilot ,I think that she is really beautiful and stunning as always ,I love the way she act and her purpose in her life which brings out the way of her smartness and rich expensive ....Sometimes she is really bitchy and probably nonsense but I love her .

These couple days I brough Gossip girl season 2 DVD and i manage to catch up till the end and i love it ,I love the way that she has amazing sacrasm ,it probably isnt something to proud of but sometimes i see myself has a little bit in her .I love her lines and quote about it .This is below is classy :

- If have friends like those then why people need friends ?

Haha ...I love her

Its my Foods World's

I Never done this before and I quite nervous and sounds like a virgin now .I admit I am not that type of person who like to show off and let people know what I did .but today I cant stands anymore and i'm going to be expore ............Hahaha

Actually today I'm going to talk to you about FOOD .
I must tell you that I love to eat and I'd like to show you about some of my favourite foods ...
* A nice chinese delightful Porritge which is really brings up your morning ...

* This is my favourite salad of the world ! PIZZA HUT Garden salad and I dont know how many times i spends moneys and time of them but they're freaking delicious

* Dont you just love OLD TOWN ?! Ugh people ,this is one of my favourtie set meal of them ..Its really good one .I just had them on this week again ,A great big chicken chop and rice with fresh lemon tea which really amazing .

* FYI .I have been eat soooo many sundae ice cream in this year .specially these 2 months and MCDONALD is my all the favourite ,Its just rm1.05 and i have some of the greatest moment .Funny fact is they always give me higher one '''

* Western people having American breakfast which as hot dog ,cheese and bread or you wants as in english style which is some nice tea and expensive bread .Chinese people love DIM SUM and I am one of the biggest fans .I love everything about it and our whole family almost expert .no to be mention but the owner and boss of one of the most famous dim sum place in penang is my godbrother .opps

In my Whole Life ,I never being a skinny person and I used to obessed of dream being like one and i never really think it works because its not who I really am ,if thats happen then it would like really weird ,Cant deny that I love to eat and the question is who doesnt LOVE to eat ?

Some people said that they dont like to eat ,i find thats a lie because probably they just control themself to have great body .but even i want to lose weight [still] but that doesnt keep me for eating the greatest food around me .

I also Have a great family with the greatest parents of my life ,Thats why I almost eat all the greatest food from the world .

Thats it people .thats chapter one of my favourite foods. there's more to come ...*o*

My Personal Style

Forgive me for being a bitch sometimes because I likes to critic other people about their fashion sense ,I admit that i used to become one of those people who I been critic right now but believe me I used to be one of the fashion victim and its was fug and cheap .

Starts from this year ,i get in touch with fashion more and more in my life ,I almost spending all my salary on fashion only just to get my style right .I love expensive stuff and mix and match ,along the way my family helps me a lots ,i googles and read hottest fashion magazine .

Not all the style you can throw on yourself but you can make it work ,best thing Is having your personal style which i think can help you all the time to impress people ,I believe in apperaces .and first sight is important ...Sorry if I critic you again but i just cant help it and i hope you will wow me someday because i used to be in your shoes

Sorry to tell that i know i am great in styling

I .Stand for myself

I !
I Dont label myself as the person who is hard to live with or difficult to work with ,I dont think that i am that special and better compare to other person and I Try to be happy as much as I do
I Dont Know why ..I really dont !
I Feels that I belong somewhere else that is better ,I know that I might not have the best personalities but I can tell you that I Have the heart and soul that is reallt nice .
I am not that type of person who will be everybody best friend or become everyone friend becase I am that type of person who you can choose to be their best friend or worst enemy .
I am full of sarcasm because I thinks its funny ,I know that sometimes i comes off really rude but Pardon me for everything because if you really know me then you know that my word doesnt meant what i said .
I am not rich but I am the richest love from my family in the world ,I know that i have a really great parents and family members who always next to me and help me .
I am normal penang guy but i feels that i am much more than that because i love everything about the other side of the earth .
I Dont have the Glamorous life but i feels that i deserve to be a glamorous person who work in branded shop
I love everything that is quantity small ,some people love to shop in a 'commerical'' brand that has big quantity but i dont like it because i perfer something that is unique and small quantity.
I am much more than what you could even expect ,I admit that i am not a nice person but i am a down to earth person !

I ! I wish you can understand me

A BEST FRIEND

A Best Friend,Many people know how to use this word but do people really understand the real terms of it ? I used to be using the word B.F.F A lots in the past which stands for Best Friend Forever but I reliaze that I only Know how to use it but not really embrace and using the real spirit behind it .

To All my Best Friend ,Pardon me for not being a great friend .I Know that sometimes the way i speak is hurting other people feelings and My Personalities is not that good but along the way I am really glad to have you as a friend in my life ,this is such a gift .While most people dont understand me or i'll rub you people in wrong way ,you still support me with whatever decisions i make ,always next to me when i need your help .I Know that Most time I liket to judge people and critic people a lot with foul langauge but even that i also dont like when other people critic about me ,its great that you critic about my bad and give me a wake up call about what is the wrong thing that i done and said .Thank you for being there !

A Best Friend will always be in our heart ,no matter where you go ,even though we might be different in a million miles ,live in different place and having a different life right now but I still have you as a best friend .This is what Friends are for ,When I am down i open my phone ,i have no idea who to talk and express to but you guys because i know you guys are my best friend .

Thank you ! Thank you ! Thank you !

Thanks for being a good listener .

Thanks for being a good helpher .

Thanks for being a good friend

and thanks for everything that you help me in the past ,In the Future I dont know what will happen ,I will wish all the best to our life ,pray and bless for the goods .No matter how many obstacles or hards we gonna face ,we still have each other .

I wont forget you as a best friend in my life ,I hope you wont as well .I know that you will be great someday in the future ,you will be very successful in your life .I will always support your decision and respect what you do ,Just like what you did .

I am glad to have you as a friend in my life .This Post is dedicate to all my BEST FRIEND ....

A little Present For everybody ...

Today I received my May Basic Salary + my OT ,So I decided to brough my family couple present ...I admit that i know how to spend money quickly which isnt really a good thing but today I use my lunch break time to brough for my family .I brough Gap.Forever21.Topshop & Vincci for my family members and hope they like it .